Been absent for sucha long time, I know. I was here but when I opened it, I don't know what to type. Life has been pretty much the same these days. Semestral exams is in how many days only and I'm sure not prepared. Been mugging but I think the amount that I've put in is really not enough. I don't know how well I'm gonna do this time round, not very well I think. I wonder how the good GPA classmates of mine study. There's just too much info to remember, especially my Adult Nursing module. I was reading lecture one and two when suddenly I decided to start from the back page instead because I don't really understand. Hahaha.

This blog is pretty dusty. I don't know what to update on. Thought of closing it soon. I don't know. I kept on dwelling about it.

YOG ended, Ramadhan coming to an end and Hari Raya is coming in less that two weeks. Time has move on so fast to me. Raya clothes have yet to buy, house is still in a mess due to the cleaning and more. Uncles and aunties said that I've been gaining weight instead of losing some. Hahaha. But I don't think so le. Hahhahhaa.

Sunday iftar at Opah house and I'm sooo looking forward. But I want time to move on slower. I don't want exams to get near yet...

Nothing more to say but..

Wait !

Before I go, to my dearest NAMIRA,

HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY to you my dear ! Hahaha.

Hope you enjoyed your day with your love ones. Meet you during exam period okay? Hehhee.

SAAAAYAAAAANG KAU !

Week 16 has just ended. And hello to three weeks of studying week/attachments for some of my friends. Oh well, been having retest for a lot of practicals and tests and so on. It's been a tough year for me, I think. It was not that easy. I'm not sure whether I will be able to cope well or not in a few months down the road. Had my long sleep just now. Very well. At last I can have my very long afternoon nap and loving it very much.

National day is in two days time and the next two days later will mark the start of the fasting month. It was fast. Luckily I've done with my hutang. If not, up till now, I still need to fast and pay for last year's puasa. And next will be YOG. I was lucky as I decided to back off. I knew it's going to burn off my study period and will be a very tiring day for me for the whole three weeks.

Missing my friends, the Ags. I've been canceling a lot of meet ups due to tiredness. Yesterday also, due to the test that end pretty late and with the heavy book that I've bought plus shagginess, I decided to go home straight after school.

Little brother and cousin's face was in the Berita Harian. Hahahaha. They went to KL for a soccer tournament. May parents have a safe trip there too since they followed [:

Hope tomorrow's outing with cousin will happen. I want to go out with them.

Life has never been easy for me ]:

It took me quite a while to adapt to it. Bismillahirrahmannirrahim.

No interesting stories to tell. But one thing for sure, I am so disappointed with myself.

Thursday will be my BCLS practical test. I really have to do something about it. I find it okay but I'm afraid on the day itself, I tend to forget things and that is where things gonna get messed up. Life has never been easy. I know if I fail, there's another retest but if I did not make it again, I will need to go through again during year 3. Isn't that making life very difficult? Just wish me farewell for that. Give my best and that's it. Just look at the result.

*Heechul- ahhhhh, melts*

Nursing Lab lesson this few days are very interesting. We're doing on CPR. I like but at the same time, it's kind of difficult. But I like the baby one. It's kind of easy. Err, it's best if I just keep quiet and practice really hard for it. I really need to pass it ! hehh.

And yes, I passed my Bio test. Not with a very good grade, but at least it shows that I've showed great effort in studying. HAHAHAHAHAH !

Four presentations down, one more to go. I can't wait for the last one to end. It's still a long way to go. That will be in week 16. There's Pharmacology presentation just now and everything was alright. Except that I did not put in effort to study my part well and the cause of it? I don't know how to answer the lecturer when she asked questions. And that will pull the score down. She said the slides are very straightforward, except for us, all members, cannot really answer the question that she asked. But I really thanked Shaqila for doing such a very nice presentation slides. Although she's not well, she still managed to pull through and finish everything. Thank you soo much Shaq. Love you !((:

I've been feeling sleepy lately. Just feel like I've been getting shortage of sleep. Hahahahaa. Nevermind, I will sleep more then. hehh.

If you're reading this, Haziqah, cheer up. In life, there's more to live than to just enjoy yourself. It's been hard on yourself and I know that. I've seen the times when you laugh, cry, being very sad and so on. But I just want the Haziqah who's very lively and always excited about all things. Although sometimes, I admit I'm kind of irritated, but you're still one of the person that I'm close with and it just feels suck to see you cry and being very sad. You know, I know. I love you and the rest so much.