I really had fun with that small little girl above there. Yesterday, straight after school, rushed to Compass Point as my cousins are bringing me and the other cousins swimming at Sengkang Swimming Complex. Since it has been a very long time since I met my cutest niece ever, I decided to follow. I really had fun. Went to buy food at Ananas and saw Hanis. Hehh. I miss you alot lah gf. You ah ! From far also no shy to shout my name. Hug-hug and off we went on our seperate ways. Went mummy's house and had my dinner there.
More outing pleaaaase?
:D

Had a conversation with my small little niece. So here it goes;
Me: (Showing her picture in my phone) Irsya ! Siapa nie?
Irsya: Ishhyaaaaaa.
Me: Lawar tak Irsya?
Irsya: Lawar (Nodding).

Hahahahaah ! Cute lah that baby girl. I started missing her already.

I know you'll be angry with me for posting this in my blog. You had been asking me to blog about you always and sometimes I did. But I don't know why, suddenly today, things get really different. Sometime I was wondering if I had ever gave my very best to provide the bestest friendship ever with all my friends. Indeed, after this situation happened, only now I realised that I was not a perfect-est friend ever. All this while, I gave all my sincerity to be friends with everyone and try to know them inside out cos I believe that friends are someone who will always be there whenever you are in trouble or even when you need help. They are like true heroes to you who will always be there to give you their best support. Today, I think that I've made a biggest sin ever. To you, you know who you are. I'm sorry for all this shits that happened. Ya, blame me for all you want. I'm not good in expressing my thoughts from eye to eye. This is the only way for me to say sorry to you. I know you are seriously mad with me and for all you know, I'm also upset and disappointed in you. I was shocked to know about your past when you told me just now. But have you ever know about mine?

Since the day that we've started to be closed, I find that both of us had great chemistry with one another to get this friendship going. We were really close that people mistook us for something else. Do you know how hurt I am when you've actually put the blame on me? The friendship is really new but too bad, we can no more continue to share all problems that we have in the later times. For all these while, I've been giving you my biggest support to get the partner of your dream but until today, you said that I had actually embarrassed you in front of that person. I believe that nobody is perfect. People tend to make mistakes and today, I think that I've done the biggest wrong thing in my 18 years of living. I'm tired, shagged, fatigue. I had a total break down. If only we are not really this close and if only you did not tell me about that person, all these will not be happening. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to face you in times to come...

Girlfriends, I really need you guys now. If only you people are here to give your warmest hug ever. I cannot carry this burden alone. Same things kept happening and I totally gave up. To MFBA, from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry.

Labels: Total regret.