Beethoven's Grief

For the past five years, you have been there, through thick and thin and hear every single problems that I'm having. Without fail, you will always give encouragements and your most support ever. Yes, only to you I have everything to share. Only you who have heard every single problems that I'm having. We're in the same class for all subjects and electives; F&N, POA and many more. And up till graduating, we still took up the same job and make friends there. Overall, you're the closest one ever other than the other four girls. We really have many common interest and you really understand me well.

I'm really sorry for not being able to meet you nowadays when you're having problems. I've been enjoying myself too much that I sometimes ignored you. I'm sorry for not being there for you when you're having big and major problems when you're always actually there for me when I need you. I love your family alot. I like your mother and I don't know why I really like your mother. But, but for one thing, your mum make the nicest nasi lemak with sambal tumis udang and ikan bakar. *WAAAHHHHH* Hahahahaah !

Fajrah Hamed, in life, there are things that you have to decide and it's all in your own hand. You cannot keep regreting and ended up you're the one who suffer. Think for yourself before you think for others. Do what you think that is right for you. For you know, people who love you and always there for you are the ones who will give you their support ever, including me. I love you to bits and pieces. May our friendship last alright? I want you to be there till I'm old and have grown grey hairs. I wanna see you getting married to a good man and I wanna see you become a very successful stewardess. Like what I've always said, you will always be the pretty girl that I love very much plus my other 4.

I've just got home from Mrs Rajan house. Yes, she invited my class to her house after a promise being made. Many can't make it and only 8 girls were there and the rest were boys. Like usual, the one who make everything very lively are like Zahrin, Shapek, Shah, Norman, Tan & Heng and Aik Chuan. It was niceeee to meet all of them after so long for not having a gathering. And very sorry to Shikin for giving you the wrong address and make you going one big round around Jalan Langsat ! Hahahahahaha ! Miss them veeeery much !

Before that, accompanied Rozz to ITE Simei for something. Oh ! I met my primary school friend. Didn't expect to see Farah there. Hehh. Then walked around Tampines to find cake and some deserts before meeting the rest. At her house, watched Monster-in-Law and all of them were really concentrating on the movie including Mrs Rajan's 3 daughter. Celebrated Fajrah's and Wei Kian's advanced birthday at the same time. Will post the pictures soon as it is still with my dear Rozziella Ramli. Overall was fun. I loveeeee my 5n2 !

I took bus alone just now after the rest who were supposed to go to the same way as me went to Elias mall to go play games. I was taking the bus alone and I sat next to a chinese lady. The next bus stop, there's a man who got in and was standing next to me. So, when the lady alight from the bus, the guy quickly grabbed the sit next to me after I moved in, nearer to the window. He was sitting so close to me that I've difficulty moving my body around. In the end, I forced myself to just stay put and looked out of the window. Through the window mirror image, I noticed the guy kept on turning his head to my side. There's one time where, when I turned my head around, he was smiling widely to me and said something but I just ignored as I was listening to my MP3. I felt something wrong when I realised that he kept on turning is head to my side and kept on looking at me. I felt there's a different in that stary eyes. My heart was pumping really fast. Got to know, he alight at the same place as mine. Acting gentlemanly, he let me alight first before him and I said thank you. When after I gpt down, I walked as fast as I could when I heard him saying "Kak", which means Miss in malay. I quicky grabbed hold of my another ear piece and put it on and walked as fast as I could. I was really scared. If only you know, how the stary eyes, the wide smile and the way he sit so close that I can even feel his skin touches mine although he was not fat at all, it gave me goosebumps ! God ! That was what I hate most when getting home late without anybody accompanying me. Luckily he didn't follow me home. If not, I need to think different ways to get rid of that guy ! Fugger.

To my dear Kak Raudha, you know what is right for you. Hehh. No matter what, I will give you my biggest support ! *awwww*

Okay then, shall stop here for now. Gonna make kuih with dearest cousins tomorrow at my aunt house. A very good night to all dear readers ! Sweet dreams !

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