*My funny group members*

I don't know why. But nowadays, I get easily pisssed off and moody. Maybe due to my hormone changes or PMS. From a point where it started of, early in the morning with a smile and laughing out loud, I will end up with a very sour face at the end of the lesson, or vice versa. I'm just so sorry to those who may concerns. Maybe I vent my anger to the wrong person. Life was just fcuked up for the last how many days. People don't understand, and I also don't understand with myself either. I'm trying my best to cool myself down.

Sent my brother off just now. Rushed to take a cab after school and Alhamdulillah, I managed to meet him before he flew off. Mum my crying while sending him off. Hehh. Mana taknya, anak kesayangan dia yang pergi. Hahahahaa. Dad was trying to calm ibu and hug ibu. That was really sweet((:

While I was watching my chinese drama earlier on, ibu told my little brother and I that he missed brother already. All these while when brother go to school early in the morning and will only be home at 10 or 11, she didn't even say anything. See, very sensitive y'know ! I wonder how my mum will react when I will be going for my honeymoon with my husband wannabe next time. Hahahahahahahaha ! I will also cry when I saw her cry, really ! As my brother went with one of my uncle and aunt from my mum side, my uncle had actually promised me and Kak Raudha that one day, he will bring us to somewhere far as he had bring most of my cousins before, except for me and Kak Raudha and my brother with Kak Raudha's brother. He planned for it already. Kak Raudha and myself are very excited. Shall not reveal it here. Later if never go, I'm the one who will get embarrassed. Hehh. And before he went in, he again reminded Kak Raudha that he will bring us there for sure. Now you tell me who will not get excited? Of course I am man !

Earlier in school, they announced the people who get in the list of students who will be in the director's list. I think my class has the most number of people, I think. But overall, it was more of the chinese and international students who have gotten in the director's list. And I'm glad that Atikah and Kak Aishah were two of the top students. Congrats ! I remembered kak Aishah once told me that she wanted it really badly. Director list is where students who did well for their semestrial exams are being recognised. It shows that they are one the top students in the school. Haiya, I don't know how to say it in detailed. Faham-faham sendiri. And not to forget, the school is bringing students to UK you know !

I was planning to buy an Ipod touch for myself. But I must wait for the next one or two months to save first. Ya, I want it pretty badly just like how Atikah wants it. But it cost over 400 bucks. Seeing people aboard the bus or MRT with the Ipod touch in their hand watching movies and laughing to themselves make me jealous. I wanna own it one too ! Soon Fatin, soon. You gotta save and save and save !

I'm currently addicted to this one chinese song, where it was played at the very end of the chinese drama. The 9 o'clock drama. Mind anyone or I mean the chinese people who watch the drama tell me the song title pleaaaaase? I pretty badly wanna know the title. But I really don't know. I'm not sure why I'm now turning to an international girl. I listened to chinese, english, korean, malay and etc. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! It sounds crazy, I know.

Okay lah. I'm going jogging tomorrow in the morning to burn my fats. It's just opposite my block. Hope I will be able to do it. Jiayou Fatin Baby ! Candy dreams people.

Before that, my Kim Heechul is super hot. I'm not kidding(((:

Bye !