Where and when should I start? You are being yourself, yes you are. But the way you're trying to imply yourself, it's seriously in the wrong way. Come on, wake up from your deep sleep. Don't you think with that kind of attitude people will "like" you even more? I don't want to mention names here. What's so good about going to and fro and show everything what you've done? It will even make people hinder from you. I still prefer the old you; someone who's just so sweet and makes people around you smile without hesitation. Someone who cares about other people feelings before thinking about yourself. And someone who doesn't go around talking big and boasting about everything. Now when I saw you, I really don't know how to react. Now you tell me what should I do? I've been thinking about this all along. Or maybe it was me who was being very sensitive? I don't know. I've been sharing this with Kak Raudha and my brother. I swear they're the two people who understands me really well, especially Kak Raudha. And thank you so much for their encouragement. They've been my strong pillar of support. And thanks to Allah too for making me this strong.

Now, I miss my girlfriends already):