Still can't believe my eyes that the Suju boys will be in Singapore in only a few minutes time. They're here, in Singapore. But too bad, how I wish I would have a few million bucks in my personal bank account to see them live here. I would give all my friends who loves them to watch them with me. It just frustrating and jealous enough when my cousin get to meet them and see them perform live later on. Oh wells, my fault too. I wouldn't want to spend my money just like that. Furthermore, one of the member is not gonna be here, my other favourite one, so it means that the group won't be really perfect since he's one of the top vocalist and dancer in the group. Also, it's during my attachments period and I have a lot of research that needs to be done by tomorrow. Ya, I'm still so disappointed and upset but what to do..

I am really trying to make myself think really positive of why I really can't make it for the show later on ):

Five more days to come and HELLO holidays ! Can't wait for it to end and I can have 2 weeks of my break. But during the two weeks, it's gonna be a busy one since there's alot of ICAs that need to be finished before school reopen. Plus tests and ect. Gonna stay at home and do something useful. Hope I can gain something from it.