Reminiscence & Memories(:

Chapter two hundred and sixty-three.

2010-08-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

Been absent for sucha long time, I know. I was here but when I opened it, I don't know what to type. Life has been pretty much the same these days. Semestral exams is in how many days only and I'm sure not prepared. Been mugging but I think the amount that I've put in is really not enough. I don't know how well I'm gonna do this time round, not very well I think. I wonder how the good GPA classmates of mine study. There's just too much info to remember, especially my Adult Nursing module. I was reading lecture one and two when suddenly I decided to start from the back page instead because I don't really understand. Hahaha.

This blog is pretty dusty. I don't know what to update on. Thought of closing it soon. I don't know. I kept on dwelling about it.

YOG ended, Ramadhan coming to an end and Hari Raya is coming in less that two weeks. Time has move on so fast to me. Raya clothes have yet to buy, house is still in a mess due to the cleaning and more. Uncles and aunties said that I've been gaining weight instead of losing some. Hahaha. But I don't think so le. Hahhahhaa.

Sunday iftar at Opah house and I'm sooo looking forward. But I want time to move on slower. I don't want exams to get near yet...

Nothing more to say but..

Wait !

Before I go, to my dearest NAMIRA,

HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY to you my dear ! Hahaha.

Hope you enjoyed your day with your love ones. Meet you during exam period okay? Hehhee.

SAAAAYAAAAANG KAU !

Chapter two hundred and sixty-two.

2010-08-07T19:10:00.003+08:00

Week 16 has just ended. And hello to three weeks of studying week/attachments for some of my friends. Oh well, been having retest for a lot of practicals and tests and so on. It's been a tough year for me, I think. It was not that easy. I'm not sure whether I will be able to cope well or not in a few months down the road. Had my long sleep just now. Very well. At last I can have my very long afternoon nap and loving it very much.

National day is in two days time and the next two days later will mark the start of the fasting month. It was fast. Luckily I've done with my hutang. If not, up till now, I still need to fast and pay for last year's puasa. And next will be YOG. I was lucky as I decided to back off. I knew it's going to burn off my study period and will be a very tiring day for me for the whole three weeks.

Missing my friends, the Ags. I've been canceling a lot of meet ups due to tiredness. Yesterday also, due to the test that end pretty late and with the heavy book that I've bought plus shagginess, I decided to go home straight after school.

Little brother and cousin's face was in the Berita Harian. Hahahaha. They went to KL for a soccer tournament. May parents have a safe trip there too since they followed [:

Hope tomorrow's outing with cousin will happen. I want to go out with them.

Chapter two hundred and sixty-one.

2010-07-30T22:14:00.003+08:00

Life has never been easy for me ]:

It took me quite a while to adapt to it. Bismillahirrahmannirrahim.

No interesting stories to tell. But one thing for sure, I am so disappointed with myself.

Chapter two hundred and sixty.

2010-07-27T21:54:00.003+08:00

I seriously hate my teeth. I just abhor it.

Thursday will be my BCLS practical test. I really have to do something about it. I find it okay but I'm afraid on the day itself, I tend to forget things and that is where things gonna get messed up. Life has never been easy. I know if I fail, there's another retest but if I did not make it again, I will need to go through again during year 3. Isn't that making life very difficult? Just wish me farewell for that. Give my best and that's it. Just look at the result.

Chapter two hundred and fifty-nine.

2010-07-20T21:12:00.002+08:00

*Heechul- ahhhhh, melts*

Nursing Lab lesson this few days are very interesting. We're doing on CPR. I like but at the same time, it's kind of difficult. But I like the baby one. It's kind of easy. Err, it's best if I just keep quiet and practice really hard for it. I really need to pass it ! hehh.

And yes, I passed my Bio test. Not with a very good grade, but at least it shows that I've showed great effort in studying. HAHAHAHAHAH !

Four presentations down, one more to go. I can't wait for the last one to end. It's still a long way to go. That will be in week 16. There's Pharmacology presentation just now and everything was alright. Except that I did not put in effort to study my part well and the cause of it? I don't know how to answer the lecturer when she asked questions. And that will pull the score down. She said the slides are very straightforward, except for us, all members, cannot really answer the question that she asked. But I really thanked Shaqila for doing such a very nice presentation slides. Although she's not well, she still managed to pull through and finish everything. Thank you soo much Shaq. Love you !((:

I've been feeling sleepy lately. Just feel like I've been getting shortage of sleep. Hahahahaa. Nevermind, I will sleep more then. hehh.

If you're reading this, Haziqah, cheer up. In life, there's more to live than to just enjoy yourself. It's been hard on yourself and I know that. I've seen the times when you laugh, cry, being very sad and so on. But I just want the Haziqah who's very lively and always excited about all things. Although sometimes, I admit I'm kind of irritated, but you're still one of the person that I'm close with and it just feels suck to see you cry and being very sad. You know, I know. I love you and the rest so much.

Chapter two hundred and fifty-eight.

2010-07-18T01:12:00.002+08:00

They tagged a picture of me. The "tadpoles." I don't know why le.

Yes, I still love my Agora the best although they always said that I buih-ed at the last minute. Last chance given, if not, my Agora license will be terminated. Hehh.

But too bad, I can't promise for the trip that we've planned. Told mum already but she doesn't really seems to agree because of the too much money I need to fork out. At first she said okay but when she asked how much money I'm gonna take out from my bank, she suddenly had a change of mind. I don't know. I'm really stuck..like really stuck now.

Nevermind, just keep smiling Fatin [:

Chapter two hundred and fifty-seven.

2010-07-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

Blog was long dead.
Timetable was really packed for the past few days. Presentations, tests and so on.

Also, after long time I've been missing, I really don't know what to talk about here. Life is not that interesting lately. It's been dull due to certain problems and so on.

But one thing that I'm happy for is that.. my cousin is pregnant ! That means, I'm gonna get a new nephew/niece. And Irsya will get either a sister or brother. Will be better if Kak Yana get twins. Hehh(:

Left with one day of fast and I'm done with the hutang.

Puasa is only in a few weeks time and then Raya and three days after that will be my attachments again, I know. Pathetic. I wanna get my holiday really soon. Hope there's a trip although it's gonna be near during that period. I want to run away for a while.

Chapter two hundred and fifty-six.

2010-06-25T00:04:00.003+08:00

Okay, aku tau. Gusi tuck in.

Sweetest.

I don't know why but I like this picture alot. Zahrin looked so gay. Hahahaha. Credit goes to me for taking this beautiful picture -..-

School's gonna reopen in only a few days time. Come back, will be having test from Tuesday to Thursday straight. The following week will be skill assessment. I've yet to touch books on Nursing lab yet. Open it up today but I just browsed it through. I will go through it after I get home from school later on.

Accompanied mother early in the morning. Send brother off.

Met them for dinner yesterday, the usual peepos.

Talk about something nonsensical.

They brought me to Mangrove swamp at 10 pm. Godness, that was my first time ever. Takut habis.

Stayed awhile at Mcd and off we went home.

Overall, wonderfully spent.

Yesterday night was the worst sleeping habit ever. I am now nearly awake for 24 hours. Ya, sound pathetic much but really, I can't get my damn bloody good sleep. I was awake, rolling on my bed from side to side. Played games and even switched on my laptop. Everything didn't work at all. My eyes didn't managed to close. As clock hit 6.30, I get up and have my shower and after that tried to edit my slides. Off I go to school at around 8 plus. Only after that, eyes get blurry. Pfft. I don't know whether I will be able to wake up later for today own practice session in school. Will try to.

Going off soon :D

Chapter two hundred and fifty-five.

2010-06-18T16:30:00.002+08:00

It seems like I've been blogging these few days huh.

Received text message from Kak Aishah this morning saying that skill test will be postponed two days from the actual date, I think. Relieved? No lah. It's the same. It will be in the week that school reopen one. Except that the time will be a bit later. Need to go home at around 7.30 like that. It's pretty late.

They will be going Johor tomorrow. I have to give it a miss, AGAIN ! ):

Cousin is staying over at my house and that's why I can't make it for tomorrow. I badly wanna go actually, but too bad since mum is not home and I have to take care all the things in the house.

Father's Day is this coming Sunday. Have a joyous occasion everyone ! :D

Shall get on with my leadership slides.

Will update pretty soon.

We must use time creatively -- and forever realize that the time is always hope to do great things.

: Martin Lurther King.

Chapter two hundred and fifty-four.

2010-06-17T14:05:00.002+08:00

I've been having sleepless night for this past few days. I really cannot sleep. Or maybe, only by four I'd know that I'll be asleep. Wake up at around seven to perform morning prayer and after that I cannot sleep back. It's reaaaaaally irrtating. There will be things that just come into your head and you will think about it for i-don't-know-how-long. If that happens, I will quickly grab my iPod and play games. Only by eleven or twelve then I will give myself a very short nap. Irritating isn't it?

Tonight, Korea vs Argentina. I cannot predict the game. Argentina is good man. Yesterday Spain match was very saddening. Many chances but the ball just didn't go in. Nevermind, next how many matches, they really have to win maaaan !

Chapter two hundred and fifty-three.

2010-06-15T20:52:00.004+08:00

I swear my lil niece up there has grown reaaaally big and veeery naughty !

Visited my aunt over at Tampines yesterday. The day before that, I slept over at Kak Raudha's house and we have so much laughter. That was my first time ever, sleeping at 4.30. Usually by two in the morning, I'd halfway to dreamland. LOL. Went to aunt house to meet my lil niece since it's been ages since I've longed met her. She has really grown up. No more like a little girl who'd be crying when I tried to carry her. Now, she's the one who freely come to me to ask for help if someone bullies or do not one to layan her. Yesterday, kept on asking me to sing birthday song for her. She asked her dad to entertain her after I backed out from entertaining her. Haha.

And yessss, Netherland wins ! My Van Persie. Hahahahah ! Okay random. I don't know what team to support for this year's World cup. But I will support Villa and Silva in Spain and Persie in Holland. Latest, watched Japan played and I find Honda very good looking. HAHAHAH ! Tonight, Portugal playing. Englaaaand, all the waaaaaay laaaah ! My hero, Owen not playing. Saddening maaaan.

Been doing some research on Martin Lurther King for the ICA. That's what I've been doing since afternoon just now. But..since laptop is in front of me, I also browsed Youtube. Haha. That's where the projects will be delayed :D

Parent's off to Melacca reaally soon. Kak Raudha will be coming to sleep over here since she will be home alone. That will be great. I'm sure to have a fun time with her here soon (:

Dad has been giving me hints, asking me to lose weight. Pffft. And what we did in the evening just now was to take turns to do skipping at the living room just now. Haha. That was reaally motivating and some funny incident happened. Cannot reveal here. Later I kena laughed by people also :D

You know, I find my aunt to be the most strongest people ever. Many things happened but there she was, still standing still and just accept what fate has prepared for her. Deep inside, I know she did not what things to happen the way she actually wants. I've seen her cry to the extend of giving up. But no matter what, she's still as strong as ever.

Okay lah, gonna have my shower and do something useful later on.

Byeee !

Chapter two hundred and fifty-two.

2010-06-11T23:35:00.002+08:00

I am glad that I'm attached to this ward. Especially the Philippine nurses, they are bunch of people who are super friendly and willing to guide us throughout our whole four weeks there. They even let us do what we've been taught in school and reaaaaally, I just like them alooot. All the nurses there are very nice to be with. And I'm not regretting having attached to the ward, I've always like it aloooot. Last day was the quietest day ever but with the most work. Suddenly, there's new admission here and there and the nurses even sincerely let me do subcutaneous injection. Oh ! I'm sooo loving the last day. Although it's quiet, things went out smoothly except one incident happened which I think it's not laterally my fault. I don't know, maybe it's my fault, maybe it's not. I would want to go to the ward again if there's opportunity. Emphasizing again, I like the staffs there. Heheheh. Thanks to them, I learned alot of new things. And the CI too. She's been asking for my research and questions me alot but it was really a great help. At least, I learnt something new. And I liked the people whom I worked with. My bestest partner in the team who always say I'm gemok and tetek besar. Hahahaha.

In two weeks time, it's back to school period. I need to start pushing myself to start my revision. Two more weeks and there will be test going on in school.

Gonna stop for now and continue some other days. In the mean time, enjoy the pictures above. I want to sleep nowww. Sweet dreams earthlings !

Chapter two hundred and fifty.

2010-06-08T00:53:00.003+08:00

I'm glad. At least he's gonna be here for the second round. This time, bigger event :D

And I'm relieved for that. Can't wait. I'll make sure I'll be one of the first girl to get the ticket to see them. Imma happy girl.

No matter what, people around me, must remind me that studies are still the most important thing okay, okay? I need to increase my GPA a lil higher this time. Scold me if I forget.

Can't wait to meet my girls during the holiday period, all the meetings that I owe. At lease, spare me two or three days to have a break pleaaase. I need to catch up stories with some people that I've long met. You know who, I know who ah((:

Done with assignments that needs to be done by tomorrow. Luckily tomorrow afternoon. Shall get my sleep now. Sweet dreams bumbum.

Chapter two hundred and forty-nine.

2010-06-06T14:03:00.003+08:00

Still can't believe my eyes that the Suju boys will be in Singapore in only a few minutes time. They're here, in Singapore. But too bad, how I wish I would have a few million bucks in my personal bank account to see them live here. I would give all my friends who loves them to watch them with me. It just frustrating and jealous enough when my cousin get to meet them and see them perform live later on. Oh wells, my fault too. I wouldn't want to spend my money just like that. Furthermore, one of the member is not gonna be here, my other favourite one, so it means that the group won't be really perfect since he's one of the top vocalist and dancer in the group. Also, it's during my attachments period and I have a lot of research that needs to be done by tomorrow. Ya, I'm still so disappointed and upset but what to do..

I am really trying to make myself think really positive of why I really can't make it for the show later on ):

Five more days to come and HELLO holidays ! Can't wait for it to end and I can have 2 weeks of my break. But during the two weeks, it's gonna be a busy one since there's alot of ICAs that need to be finished before school reopen. Plus tests and ect. Gonna stay at home and do something useful. Hope I can gain something from it.

Chapter two hundred and forty-eight.

2010-05-27T23:57:00.003+08:00

Noone.

Two weeks of attachments passed by and I'm left with another two exact weeks. I'm sooo looking forward !

You know, I'm glad to be in lecture group B. Why? Because we have less one day to do our attachments due to Vesak Day. Hehehehehe. Because of that, we have one day lesser than the other lecture groups (:

For the past few days in ward, I've learnt alot of new things. It was such a good experience. Spent my time at work with the most beautiful people, including the nurses. Work with Shirley and Naz; when I change my shift with Haziqah. Meet the opposite shift friends during the 2 hours interval where the ward will be crowded with lots of nurses, student nurses; especially my Namira. She's been such an irritating girl. HAHAHAHAHAH ! Plus, relatives who come to visit the patients. Also, doctors and etc. I love going for break with my two pretty Aishah-s. Hehh. Patients from my team are also quite fun to be with. Some are super friendly and always give us the smile that can help us continue to work well, while some will just spend time sleeping without disturbing others. That was reaaaaally a good working environment. Am I right? ((:

But one thing for sure, people kept on mistaken me for some Philippino or even Malaysian from Sarawak. Wth ?! Imma Singaporean maaaan ! SINGAPOREAAAAN !

Before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my two beloved person;

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to SAFIUDIN & SHAQILA !

To Shikin too, HAPPY ADVANCED 19th BIRTHDAAAAY !

YouguysarebeingmissandIlovethethreeofyou ! :D

You know, I've been thinking of buying new clothes for myself to use for school purposes. But, am I wasting my money? I think so le. When I have the money inside my wallet, my hand are being very itchy to buy things.

Can't wait for 14th. Weknowyoudon'tknow.

Chapter two hundred and forty-seven.

2010-05-16T13:30:00.004+08:00

Received a call this last Sunday morning from my lecture mate saying that one of my senior whom I've worked before during the last attachments passed away because of I still don't know why. Ya, it was such a slight blow from me because I really didn't expect that news. He's a nice man. Going over to Germany to do his attachments there but seems like God loves him more.

Yea, life is really short. We will not know what will happen to us, even to me after this. Anytime, He can come to take our life away. And it really open my eyes wide. If we were to go anytime, it's now the time to think of life after death.

One week of attachments done, I'm left with another three weeks. Minus one day due to Vesak Day. Hahahahaha. Well, Alhamdulillah. Everything went well on the first week. Have yet to start on case study and any of the assessment because our CI was not there yet. I had fun working with everyone of them. The nurses are also pretty fine and willing to teach us. Even the doctors. They are quite friendly, for now. Hehh :D

Time, move on faster. I want my two weeks holiday(:

This coming weekend will be my cousin's wedding, AGAIN ! Haahahaha ! Yes, it's the last one this year, I guess. Hope it will go well also, just like the previous one.

I really love the music video and the song. Reaaaally nice. They rock :D

And below, C.N to the Blue. Love it. Yonghwaaaa-aaaah ! The other CN Blue song, love light alsooooo (:

Chapter two hundred and forty-six.

2010-05-15T10:16:00.007+08:00

Rozz's face very epic.

Met with the people yesterday since I've got nothing after school yesterday. As per usual, it was awesome ! And as per usual too, I was the one who were being disturbed. Because of my accent and the previous trip. Had dinner over at LJS and sit around at rooftop. Went back home straight after that.

Yesterday was the last day of school before attachment starts this coming Monday. It's gonna be a month attachment and for six weeks, I'm not gonna go back to school. The other two weeks are the two weeks holiday break. I hope the ward that I'll be going to gonna be a good and experience one. There will be five of us working at one shift where one will be from the other class. Most of my time, I will change to Haziqah's shift since I need to take over her place for her lesson and so on.

Hope that it's gonna fly by fast and I can go back to schooling period.

P/S:

Don't go around telling people as if we're all wrong and not yours. Find yourself and get the facts right. I've found the right people who understands me well, how about yours? Friends come and go but as long as we know how to stand beside each other and make that friendship strong, it will never ever break apart.

Enjoy ! Very addictive you know ! Super Junior oyo ! :D

Chapter two hundred and forty-five.

2010-05-13T21:44:00.002+08:00

All Mine((:

Love it

Chapter two hundred and forty-four.

2010-05-11T21:00:00.002+08:00

And yes, that's the big family that I have. That was all the cousins and my nieces and nephews.It's excluded my aunties and uncles who were there and if not, it fills up the whole pelamin actually.

Attachment is less than a week's time and I'm seriously not prepared for it. It's gonna be for one month this time round, and straight after that, it's gonna be a two weeks break. Time really flies by fast maaaaaan.

Super Junior's album is out tomorrow ! Miina was great. I'm loving it((:

Seriously, I don't know what to blog about some more. Time has been spent more on twitter rather than here. I will try to write more next time.

I know, promise are meant to be broken sometimes. Hehh.

Chapter two hundred and forty-three.

2010-05-02T21:32:00.003+08:00

This website has become pretty dusty, I realized that.

Alhamdulillah, Abang Mahathir's wedding went well. Next week, Kak Renny's turn. Waaah, I can't wait for that !

Meet my Agora last Friday to celebrate Aza's mini birthday celebration. It was fun, I swear. And I had fun :D

Will update pretty soon ya?

Chapter two hundred and forty-two.

2010-04-21T20:28:00.003+08:00

First day of school was dreadful for me. I wasn't really prepared for it. But after meeting ze classmates, it turned out just fine. Brought lecture notes for myself and Haziqah and off we went to class for tutorial. As per usual, the first day will surely be the introductions.

And I have to say, it was also the suay-est day for me. My i-Pod touch fell directly inside the toilet bowl ! And of course I felt the pinch because that's the latest gadget that I've bought with the money. Oh well, what to do. It was not well at first but after Atikah's boyfriend did something to it, the thing just got well again. I was lucky because I did use a casing and water in the toilet bowl didn't enter that much, I think. The only thing that cannot be used was the bluetooth and also internet wi-fi. Perhaps, I still need to send it for repair if I wanna get connected to the internet. Hehh.

It has been 3 consecutive days that Haziqah's dad sent us to school. And it was great although I still think that we can just take the bus to school where we can have time sleeping and doing our stuffs. Hehh. Also, I've chosen Leadership module as my elective modules for this semester. I don't know whether it's good or not. Nevermind, we'll just wait and see.

In one month's time, attachment starts and yesssss..it's become much more dreadful for me. Time, please, please..pass by a lil slower.

Chapter two hundred and forty- one.

2010-04-15T20:17:00.004+08:00

Spent my Wednesday afternoon/Evening with the Agorakids. Went back to school to meet my Ah-Pong and closest teachers. As per usual, meet them at Pasir Ris Interchange and as per usual too, Zyk and I were the earliest. Hehh. As per usual too, I was disturbed because of my sore throat.

I had fun. Full of laughter and met the Angklung juniors. Had lunched there and we talked alot. teachers were all asking for pizzas from us. Or maybe from Shah alone. Hehh. I swear I missed ah-Pong so much. Will meet them again soon.

Meeting Taufiq and Hanis for hair cut tomorrow. I'm really nervous. I don't know how it will turned out. Hope it's gonna be just fine for me. Since it's a recommendation from them, I hope it will be good((:

Chapter two hundred and forty.

2010-04-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was spent on gathering with my wonderful mates. I had fun despite I was disturbed by them as I lose my voice. I'm sure they had fun too, disturbing me XD

Seeing all the old photos in school, back in year one makes me eager to go back to school. But to think back all the studies and etc, it was rather dreadful, really. I enjoyed being with all of them above although my class have conflicts here and there. No matter what, they are the group of friends in school who always make the group full of laughter although when we're in a serious situation. I can't believe it's coming to year two already. And what shocked me most when suddenly Haziqah baby called me just now and said that our clinical attachments will start on the first day of our school. I kept on thinking about it even while I was having my shower, hahaha. But now, it was actually in one month's time from now. Timetable's coming out on the 15th. Pray hard the timing will be good. I want my monday and the rest of the days start with 9 onwards and not 8 pretty pleaseeee?

And also looking back at my hair, I'm in a confused situation. At first, mum agreed to let me cut. But after I told her that I'm gonna cut it pretty soon with Taufiq, she told me not to cut. How? Even some of my mates told me not to cut it. I felt rather irritated with my hair at times due to the hot weather. But at the same time, it's gonna take me like a more that 200 hundred days to make me longer if I'm gonna cut. Nevermind, let the time decides.

Chapter two hundred and thirty-nine.

2010-04-09T22:13:00.003+08:00

I'm having a "heavy" flu now. My nose runs like a tap water. It dripped and dripped, and it's like I will finish the whole box of tissue soon.

School's gonna start soon. Sooo not looking forward to it. Time, drag a lil longer pretty please.

It seems like I really DO have nothing to talk about. I've just realized that all the other previous posts were really short with only picture/s at the top of it.

Hehh /:

Oh yes, I've watched Adnan Sempit and it's super hilarious I tell you. Must watch okay??
((:

Chapter two hundred and thirty-eight.

2010-04-08T14:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday to Sentosa with awesome closest friends. Had a very long day with them. I had fun, all thanks to them. Next meet up, to school to meet the teachers. Ah Pooooong ! Here I come((:

And Monday BBQ with classmates. Awesomeeeeee holidays maaaaaaaan !

But sadly, school gonna start soon. Oh maaaaaaaan !

Chapter two hundred and thirty-seven.

2010-04-02T20:05:00.003+08:00

*oh my, this three guys look awesomely good you know !*

I'm done watching the drama above. It was good. Reaaaally good. I didn't really thought of this drama but because of the original soundtrack that Kyuhyun sang, I decided to watch it.

Yea, I've been spending my time watching all sorts of drama. From Korean to Taiwanese to Japanese and back to Korean. Basically no difference. All were good but preference, I would chose all also. Hehh.

Well, since I've been sitting down for too long in front of the laptop due to dramas, mum kept on nagging. She said what I do at home was to eat and watch drama and eat and watch drama. Hahahaha. What to do, I do not want to spend all my money whaaaat. Instead, that's the only ideal way for me to stay at home and not to go out. And of course, I need to fork out alot of money for transportation if I were to go out as for this month, I really need to scrimp and save. Really, even my prepaid is running out of money. I don't know whether I should top up since not much messages and calls coming in this few days, except for the closest ones who will dial me up.

Maybe mum's bringing me out tomorrow to IT show/Courts sales. She wanna buy new washing machines and the old one die on her already. I did told her that I wanna get something over there also. Hope father agree. Yea, sales are the best place for you to spend all your money on, I agree.

Next week, outing with friends to Sentosa. Hope it's still on. Hehh.

~~Boys over flower~~

~~Hi my sweetheart~~

~~Full House~~

~~Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Hange~~

~~Pasta~~

~~Variety Shows~~

More variety shows

Down With Love

Adnan Sempit

Personal Taste

Chapter two hundred and thirty-six.

2010-04-01T12:31:00.002+08:00

My date with this group of friends were a blassst ! Had lunch over at town and before that, we planned to go to Botanic Garden since it has been years since I went there. But as it was raining, we changed the plan and went for karaoke session. It was fun, really. Before it turns dark, we decided to make a move although the person at the counter said that we can continue until there's other people who would like to use the room.

At night, went over to Atikah's house for a suprise mini celebrations. Hope you enjoy yourself toogirl, just like we enjoy ourselves(:

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to my ATIKAAAAAH !(:

Chapter two hundred and thirty-five.

2010-03-25T23:19:00.003+08:00

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I've been spending my whole morning, afternoon and up till now, in front of the laptop. Hehh. I've been watching aloooot of things. First up, Japanese drama. It was good though. Then korean variety show and now..continue back to my japanese drama again. While waiting for it to buffer, I watched Sensasi. Hahahaa. Today's pathetic. I think my laptop will kind of "boom" off today since I've been not shutting it down since morning. Yeaa, it needs to rest also. I wanna go out but to think back, better not waste my money on un-useful things.

Tomorrow got to help mother out to clean the house for a while and then I'll be out. Okay, shall continue with what I'm doing(:

Chapter two hundred and thirty-four.

2010-03-25T13:59:00.002+08:00

Seems like my group of friends who went to KL were having soo much time over there.

Rozz just called me to inform about that. Waaaaah, nevermind. I will really try to make myself free for the next trip. Pretty pleaaaasee.

Have fun guys. Go home soundly tomorrow ya.

Chapter two hundred and thirty-three.

2010-03-24T23:29:00.003+08:00

Wookie Baby.

Donghae baby. To Kak Raudha, don't worry. I edit his armpit. HAHAHAHAHH !

But I swear I like him with this kind of hairstyle.

I don't know why but I like them most between the other K-Pop girls group.

Alhamdulillah, results were out and although results were disappointing, I need not take any supp paper. Amin. Nevertheless, my GPA have gotten better than the last semester one. I was surprised to see my Childbearing and my Patient Education results, it was awesome ! I never expect to get such a high grade for that. But still, Bio was again disappointing. I don't know how am I supposed to cope with it in future. Congrats to those who have done well for it. And to those who have not, nevermind. You gonna make it through for supp paper, Insyallah.

I still cannot believe my eyes that I'm gonna move up to year two in less than a month. It was really fast. It just feel like yesterday when I had first enter poly life. And in two years to come, I'll be starting my working life already. Time have really move so bloody fast.

Also, it will be less than a month before school starts again. Very fast yaaaa. Nevermind, I'm gonna live my life to the fullest for another three weeks of holidays. Attended YOG's seminar for those who volunteer for it. Made some friends but only a few. Hehh. Nevermind, at least I get a CIP point for it, I'm happy.

Chapter two hundred and thirty-two.

2010-03-22T16:39:00.004+08:00

- Show Luo

Result's tomorrow; meaning it's going to be less that 24 hours. And yes, I'm totally not prepared for it.

Cross fingers. I really hope I pass all the modules although I actually screwed up one of the paper. Pretty pleaaaasse, I hafta pass it even though the grade won't be that great. Bismilillahirrahmannirahim. Help me pleaaasse.

Currently watching my Taiwanese drama. Still left with three episodes before it ends. I'm gonna continue watching others soon(:

Chapter two hundred and thirty-one.

2010-03-20T00:16:00.003+08:00

At last I've gotten a perfect picture of my attachments last day ! I know, it's been a long time since I put 'original' pictures. Hehehe.

Oh wells, before that.. I'm done with attachments ! Hahahaha. And Alhamdulillah, I passed this clinical attachments. Had a long talk with Mr Bernard at the conference room. Everyone seems happy on the last day of work, including me ! Hehh(:

Had alooot of laughter in the room.

And thank you soooo much to Mr Bernard for treating the 13 or 11 of us at Simpang Bedok ! The food was absolutely goooooood you know !

I'm gonna miss this bunch of people, really. Especially my Mr Lian. I swear he's the best lecturer I've met in NYP.

More pictures in FB guys.

Chapter two hundred and thirty.

2010-03-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow last day. And yes, I'm happy ! But at the same time, to look back at the time spent at that ward, it was really very memorable. Especially to some of the staffs who were super duper nice to all of us, it makes the environment very lively. Tomorrow's gonna have supper with all the friends in the ward. I'm sooo looking forward for it. There's no more next time to meet the most fun people of the year two students although there's only three of them left. I swear they are the best senior I've had. Thank you to JP, Faris and Shaari. Plus the girls, because of them I have the bestest time in that ward. Mr Bernard too ! He's the best lecturer ever !

Gotta catch some sleep and continue my last attachment tomorrow. Sweet dreams earthlings !(:

Chapter two hundred and twenty-eight.

2010-03-17T20:14:00.006+08:00

Left with two days of attachments and we're done. And from there on, I can have my blissful holiday then. I'm left with 50 bucks inside my bank. Therefore, no shopping for now and no going out also. Nevermind, I know what I wanna do for my one month's holiday; watching online movies and dramas lor. Hehehe. I wanna sleep over at Kak Raudha house one of the days. Can right Kak? Hehehee(:

Anyway, thank you to friends and families for the birthday wishes either from FB, handphone and also to those who called. Thank you very much ! Saaaayaaaang semuaaanyaaa !(:

I had the most fun birthday for the whole weekends. Friday I spent time with my friends although some went home first. Saturday and Sunday I spent time with my usual cousins. We went to town to find my aunt presents and my cousin belanja us for dinner. Free fooooods, mana tak seddaaaaap. Hahahahaha ! *oops*

On sunday, we went to flea market and supposingly all wanted to have lunch at Sakura but since it was closed, we went Han River @ Simei. The food was okay lah. Nothing to comment. But I loveee the onion ring. *wow !*

And not to forgot to thank you to those who gave me presents. Kak Yana, Kak Dada, Hafiz and many moreee((:

Chapter two hundred and twenty-nine.

2010-03-13T01:23:00.002+08:00

Cute MV. Nice song((:

2010-03-13T00:03:00.002+08:00

I swear I have the most sweetest friend on earth. They may not be perfect, cacat at times and even do silly things, but still, they're the best of friends on earth that I love very much. I have too much friends that I want to thank. All thanks to them, I have a wide smile on my face after a long tiring day at work. Although the thing that they have done may be the slightest or even the things that you can't really see, but I appreciate it alooot, very much. And thank you guys for coming down just to celebrate it. But at the same time, I'm sorry it didn't work as what you planned. But still, I love it even though it's simple. I feel very treasured, really. That was really the best present from all of you.

Hanis, Rozz, Arini, Fajrah, Yuyul, Zyk, Aadiyat, Azahar, Faiz Zubair, Faiz Roslan, AwieGi, Deric, Nasri. And to Shah, Taufiq, Azahar and Irwanto who left early, I'm sorry. I love you guys aloooot, really.

Chapter two hundred and twenty-seven.

2010-03-08T23:53:00.002+08:00

Envious.

I wanna be as lucky as her.

Never mind, patience is virtue, Fatin.

Chapter two hundred and twenty-six.

2010-03-08T01:55:00.002+08:00

Surviving to the end is my current motto now ^_^

Go, go, gooooo !

Finished watching my BOF. It was gooooood. I cried to the very last part. *sobsob*

Okay, need to catch some sleep for work tomorrow.

Before that, thank you to dearest cousins for the last minute meet ups ! I miss those days.

And I must admit, my Irsya has grown really big and cute and chubby and clever and everything that is associated to it !

Very well, sweet dreams earthlings !((:

Chapter two hundred and twenty-five.

2010-03-06T00:30:00.004+08:00

At first, I wanted to sleep. But when I think back, this is the only time for me to browse through all the things with the internet cable on, that's why I decided to stay up. But now..eyes are really in a sleeping mode. Long time never sleep this late and it suddenly change my sleeping habit.

Nevermind, I will just play games @ FB. Hehh. That was what I've been doing all these while.

P/S: P@M

Patient @ mind

I-van

Chapter two hundred twenty-four.

2010-03-05T23:10:00.004+08:00

Reached home at around 9.45 just now. At last it was Friday and at last also I'll get my two days of rest ! Arrgh. Today was the last day for the ITE students and that means from Monday onwards, I will be doing most of the work alone without their help. Hope that one of the EN that I'm closed with will be there. Never mind, I've gotta learn to be independent. One week of attachment was great. The staff and all are very friendly towards all of us. They are more than willing to show and lend a helping hand. There's another two weeks to go and we'll see how it goes. JP as per usual is being very irritating. Faris is such a great helper and very gentleman. I'm not sure about the other two seniors of mine since I'm close with the other two above. But they are nice though. The rest are my classmates and they are still the best people to work with. Luckily I still have Kak Aishah and Shirley and Yadana and Mardi and John to help me out when I'm lost. Hehh. Oh ya, and Mr Bernard too, he's such a goooood teacher. I like him a lot, a lot. As for my patients in my team, it was quite easy to look after them. Accept that there's one or two that have their own "ragam."

Supposingly, I have my other things to say but suddenly, after changing the blogskin and all, I really don't know what to spurt out here. There's a lot of things for me to share about all the things happen in the ward but I don't know what I'm supposed to say. Never mind, I'll do when I know what to say. I wanna catch my sleep now. And I don't know what time will I wake up. Hehh.

Sweet dreams earthlings !

P/S:

"I love to look at your face because you never stop smiling. Like got no stress in the ward."

Hahahahaha. Cuteness.

Chapter two hundred and twenty-three.

2010-03-01T20:51:00.003+08:00

First day of attachment = Dreadful Monday blues.

And the best thing is that, I will be alone in the team. Luckily there's ITE students whom I will try to make friends with up till Friday. And now, I need to look back at the Nursing Practical book again to make sure that nothing goes wrong for this three weeks of attachments. Lecturer told accidents happened and it was really scary. Fuh ! Saw Haziqah at my ward. Hahahaa, coincidently. And my lecturer for this clinical attachments is super gerek okay ! He was making me laughed my ass off for the whole orientation period. Hahahaha. I want this attachments to end fast, pretty pleaaaaase.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to KAK AISHAH ! I totally forgotten that today was her birthday. When she showed and told me that her boyfriend had bought for her the Renoma card holder, only I've realized that I've yet to wish her. Hahahaa. Sorry Kak Aishah((:

Chapter two hundred and twenty-two.

2010-02-26T22:40:00.003+08:00

*Falling in love for I don't know how many times already*

Kiseop and Eli((:

Wow, it's been really long huh? I'm depriving myself from here. Yea, it feels so good to end the last paper yesterday. And like finally I've finished my one year of school in NYP. Hahahahaha. Year two is like in how many months time only. Having my attachments starting this Monday. That's the second last thing I'm expecting for. And you'll know what the last thing I expect, of course Semester 2 results. It was like really super scary sia. And I feel that I've screwed up the really first paper. Now, having bad feelings already. I've already thought of burning my flight ticket to KL with friends. I know it's such a waste but there's nothing I can do. We'll be going on the day when my results will be released. Yes, I'm regretting it but to think back about it, my supp paper are much more important than other things. I don't want to repeat any module when actually I've been given a chance to do the supp paper. Mum agreed with my decision except that the money that I've paid for will go down the drain. Nevermind, I can collect that amount of money again. Education is still in the top list for me to make my parents proud of me.

Papers? It was goooood, especially for all the three last papers. Everything I did revise came out, Alhamdulillah. The best part of all was Psychology paper. I did the SAQ questions with full of enthusiasm. Cheeeey. Hahahaha. But I swear I screwed the first paper, Sociology. I don't know what I was writing for my SAQ, really. Nevermind, we'll just see the result when it's out in one month's time. Hope it was waaaaay better than the first sem. I mean it, I really don't have the confident of passing. Hope it will not going to be worst than my first semester.

Happy Belated Birthday to my dearest Hanis and whoever celebrated it this month ! Also to my brother who's turning 12 tomorrow and to my aunt whom we; Kak Raudha, Kak Yana, Kak Renny and I plus my small niece celebrated yesterday. We brought cake to her house and later that night, Kak Renny called to inform that she will buy Swensen's cake and also dinner. Apalaaagi, malam-malam pukul 11.30 semua sebat pizza, and it's Domino's pizza. First time though. Free, sebat ah. Hahahhahaa ! Dedicated this to my brother; he sooo need to do well for his PSLE this year. I swear when I accompanied mother to meet his teacher yesterday and she said that he was rather talkative in class. Hahahaha. Parents are putting high expectations on him. He wanted to go Sports school but changed his mind and want to go to Siglap. Kesian eh, banyak-banyak sekolah, sekolah aku jugak yang dia pilih. Hahahahaha ^^

March coming up. And it just feel that time really moves damn bloody fast. Yeaa, and also, there's gonna many of them who celebrated the same birthday as me. Hehehe.

1 March- Kak Aishah/ cousin

8 March- Ayat

13 March- Ain, my aunt, ELI (*aaaah*) and myself(:

14 March- Kak Raudha

15 March- Opah and uncle

20 March- Small cousin

23 March- Emmanuel

28 March- Azura

29 March- Shirley

30 March- Atikah

Hahahahaha. Told ya. It's blood alot. Okay, now I'm occupying my time with Boys over flower series before attachment starts. Hell, I've been watching it a few times but still have yet to get tired of the drama. Hehh. I bought the DVD some more ! Lee MinHo and Kim Joon just rocks okay !((: And anyway, all the best to Nas and Faiz Roslan for tomorrow's show. Perform you best guys !

Chapter two hundred and twenty-one.

2010-02-23T22:12:00.001+08:00

3 papers dooooown !

One more to go baby ! But I still can't smell my holidays yet loooor.

Come on guys, we've gotta end this babiesssss !((:

Chapter two hundred and twenty.

2010-02-05T20:45:00.002+08:00

Okay great. Mostly all lessons in school have finished. I'm left with Nursing Lab and another 2 more hours of Bio lecture on this Tuesday. Alhamdulillah, presentation went well just now and I think we did well for this one, all thanks to Kak Aishah(:

Nothing much to update. I'll try to update as much as I can but I won't promise.

Need to continue on my revision now. Will be back really soon people, I'll try.

AJA-AJA HWAITING FATIN !

Chapter two hundred and nineteen.

2010-02-04T20:09:00.003+08:00

Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight.

No no no no no nobody knows.

P/S:

Cheer up Rozz(:

Chapter two hundred and eighteen.

2010-02-02T19:29:00.003+08:00

Cheerfulness is the best promoter of health and is as friendly to the mind, as to the body.

- Joseph Addison.

I will try my best to be that way. No matter what outcomes it may be.

P/S: Jaejin cute !

Chapter two hundred and seventeen.

2010-02-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

Thinking of changing blogger to tumblr.

Should I or should I not?

Hmmm.

Chapter two hundred and sixteen.

2010-02-01T20:20:00.004+08:00

Congrats to Shikin and Shaqila ! Hahahahahaa. Especially the smile on Shikin face when the teacher told her that she passed her second attempt, that was cute ! Hahahahaha. At last, all the effort was paid off. Hehh. And thanks alot to Shaqila for treating us ice creams ! Gerek ehhhh((:

Where and when should I start? You are being yourself, yes you are. But the way you're trying to imply yourself, it's seriously in the wrong way. Come on, wake up from your deep sleep. Don't you think with that kind of attitude people will "like" you even more? I don't want to mention names here. What's so good about going to and fro and show everything what you've done? It will even make people hinder from you. I still prefer the old you; someone who's just so sweet and makes people around you smile without hesitation. Someone who cares about other people feelings before thinking about yourself. And someone who doesn't go around talking big and boasting about everything. Now when I saw you, I really don't know how to react. Now you tell me what should I do? I've been thinking about this all along. Or maybe it was me who was being very sensitive? I don't know. I've been sharing this with Kak Raudha and my brother. I swear they're the two people who understands me really well, especially Kak Raudha. And thank you so much for their encouragement. They've been my strong pillar of support. And thanks to Allah too for making me this strong.

Now, I miss my girlfriends already):

Chapter two hundred and fifteen.

2010-01-31T23:50:00.001+08:00

Time flies by when we're having the time of our life.

Good night Lover.

Chapter two hundred and fourteen.

2010-01-31T14:56:00.002+08:00

I'm rottening at home now. Kak Raudha actually asked me to go to her aunt's place as her father side were having a wedding ceremony. Mum also had been asking me to follow but I'm just plain lazy to do so. Hehh, sorry Kak. So now, here I am in front of the laptop, trying to do something useful. And yes, yesterday I was procrastinating whether I should do the summary or not. Ended up, I did it halfway and went to sleep. I shall finish it by today then.

No school for me tomorrow because there's no lesson left for my class. But I have to become Shikin's patient for her Health Assessment and that means I have to come at 4. But also, she needs to practice on me so thus, I shall meet her early with Shaqila and her patient too, which I still don't know too. Hehh. All the best for the both of you ! Aja-aja Hwaiting !((:

Luckily youngest brother is not at home now. He was out for tuition and that's good. He can be so irritating. Irritating because he kept on disturbing my cousin. And my cousin will go on crying and crying non-stop and of course, the house will turn very noisy due to my brother's laughter, plus my cousin shouting and crying. Waaaaah, and I will go on shouting also because it is very noisy. Not only me but mum has also been doing the same thing. When both of us tried to scold brother, he laughed because he thought it was funny. Annoying giler, serious. Hahahaahaha.

But he can be very sweet sometimes. Except that if I were to kissed him, he will scold me for doing so. Hahahahaa. Because that's the part he hated the most. Hehh.

Gonna watch Heechul later on.

Chapter two hundred and thirteen.

2010-01-30T13:49:00.004+08:00

Instead of joining Haziqah at the airport to see SHINee arrived in Singapore, I joined Kak Raudha, uncle, aunt and my dearest niece to dinner then to town. And yesterday was the laughing day for me. I swear I laughed alot in the car because of Irsya. I love her like really alot. She will always get away from me everytime I meet her at first. Only after we're half on our jouney, then we will have the "chemistry" together.

But not yesterday, from the time I enter the car to the very last I closed the car's door before going home, she was layan-ing me very well. Hehh.

Chapter two hundred and twelve.

2010-01-29T18:32:00.002+08:00

Everything's okay already. Television is back to normal. And yes, internet also can use already ^^

Wanted to follow Haziqah to the airport to see Shinee there. But when I think back, there's no use going since there will be hell pack of people there. Also, I don't wanna miss my nine o'clock drama. And Haziqah just called me just now saying that the place was already crowded, especially with the girls. Hahahahahaha. I just asked her to take alot of pictures of my Taemin and Onew alooooot ! Hehh. And I feel good today, because it's Friday. Hahahha. Next Friday will be my last presentation and it feels soooooo good you know !

To Din, you did your best already. I'm sure the next test will be a better one, trust me(:

Cheer up !

Chapter two hundred and eleven.

2010-01-28T16:24:00.003+08:00

Last Sunday, celebrated Ayah's Birthday at Simpang Bedok. There were like over 60 people there ! I mean, my 60 over cousins, plus nieces, plus nephews, and plus uncles and aunties. He treated the whole of us dinner there. After sometimes of not sitting together, it was somehow fun and full of laughters.

The next day was my Health Assessment practical test. And Alhamdulillah, it went well. I passed. Haziqah also passed. To my classmate who failed for it, all the best for the second one. Confirm can make it. Trust me(:

At last all the things I study and learned really paid off. I swear I most the most happiest person of all. The auscaltation, palpation and percussion was not easy you know. My hand was really in pain after that. It swelled. But I'm proud of myself(o=

The teacher was goooood ! Although I did a lot of mistakes, she pointed it out and didn't fail me.

Got home smiling all the waaaaay(:

And to Din, all the best for tomorrow Health Assessment's skill ! Insyallah kau pass eh.

The next day, I was supposed to have my Wound dressing test, a retest. I was not prepared for it though. I was just reading and take note of some of the key points because I thought of having my retest on the different day. Attended the remedial for the first hour and got to know, our retest will be on the spot. And it goes the same for Haziqah. And hell yea, I get my lecturer and she passed me also. The other lecturer who taught us the remedial was always picking on me. And I was lucky as I didn't get her, instead, it was Haziqah. Hahahaha. but she passed Haziqah also. And in conclusion, we passed everything on the same date, on the same time. Hahahahaa ! Like twins like that. Before that, went to school with Shah. I actually lovessss to sleep in the bus while going to school. But because that day Shah took the same bus, ended up, I was awake all the way. Hahahahaa. He was still as funny as ever !

The next day, I went to school myself since Haziqah woke up late I think. And tell you what, I slept in the bus until it reaches Yio Chu Kang Interchange ! Hell, I swear I was kind of embarrassed ! Hahahahha. No matter what, face must maintain cool you know ! Hahahaha.

Now I'm at DownTown McCafe surfing the net while blogging. Now at home boring already. No SCV, no telephone and no internet. Luckily inside my room got one small tv. At least at nine, I can still watch my everyday channel 8 drama. Hahahaha.

School's gonna end pretty soon and exams is around the corner. Need to start studying and after that. concentrate on my attachments then can holiday. Hehh. I swear two of my close classmates bought the 8gb I Touch. It was having a sale now ! Like bydjkjsioaigd because I cannot buy. Nevermind Fatin, wait for the 32gb one okay? Hehh.

Going off soon. Will update once internet at home okay hor.

Cheers !

Chapter two hundred and ten.

2010-01-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

I've just got home from my old school, attending my brother's closing ceremony motivational talk. Hell, Superteens was good ! At first I thought it was Adam Khoo's. But after everything ended, my brother told me that it was Superteens. I swear my tears rolled when the mc told all the parents and students the story about i-don't-know who. Wasn't really listening because I was busily messaging. The mc told all the students to come to their parents and hug them tightly. At that point of time when I turned to look at my mum, she was already tearing. Brother came up to him and hugged him really tight for about two minutes. He then went to father and did the same thing. I knew my brother was quite a sensitive person when it comes to things that are inter-related to my parents. I never thought that he would went to me and hugged me really tight. That was the part that I'm most touched. He was crying in my shoulder and I did the same thing too. This was the first time since I felt the heart-warming feeling of hug that came from my precious brother. *sniffs*

I knew he would do well for his upcoming O's. And all these while, he's the only siblings at home who have bring glory in my family. He has been the only guy who is really clever and good at making my parents proud. He's been doing well in CCA, as well as for his religious class and also in terms of school work, not to forget in his relationship too. And of course I'm proud too. Never did I thought he will be able to prioritize all of that. Unlike me who cannot do multi-tasking. Hehh. I know he can do well for this, I know.

Meet Ms Fong over there. I swear I miss her like alooooot, really ! I kept on turning to the back, expecting her to see me, who has been looking at her all the time. Hahahahaha. Ended up, she saw my mother and I saw she lip-sync asking my mother "where's Fatin." My mum showed her to where I was sitting. We smiled excitedly like it's been 10 years long since I last met her. I hugged her tightly after everything ended. Didn't expect that she can still recall me. Hehh. *I know my friend will say, "Mesti ah, ANAK ANGKAT DIA !"*

Hahahahaa.

He told me that my brother really looks like my father. It was like exactly the same, she said ! Hahhahaa. She's still as funny as ever.

Before I came back to school, went over to my aunt house to discuss about my cousin's wedding that will be in four months time. Everything has been settled and I can't wait for it. Also, two more of cousin's wedding coming right up after that. In the month of May too ! Hahahaha. Very pack schedule. When my aunt whom I have long not met, she said I've grown rounder. Hahahaaa. And everybody said that when they saw me just now. Mampos aku. Hehh

-.-"

I swear Aiman is getting cuter and naughtier. Sadly, I forgot to take his picture just now. He even know how to change the SCV channel to games channel and played all the games ! Hell, he's only turning two or three for god sake. Hahahaa.

Gotta continue with my palpating, auscultating, percussing and inspecting one out of three of the different Health Assessment topics. Have yet to try on mum but I did try it on my youngest brother and abdomen is easy. Gotta continue now.

Sweet dreams people(:

Chapter two hundred and nine.

2010-01-22T18:58:00.003+08:00

Thank god it's finally come to another week of Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I still remember when I was young. I would always have the bestest day that I like. In my secondary school days, I loved Wednesday and Friday. Wednesday because I have my Mother Tongue's class and Friday because we will go home at 12.30 and also because there's Mother Tongue class too. I soooo love Mother Tongue class because there's my most favourite teacher and also that's the time where all my Malay friends will have our time, enjoying and laughing out loud together. But now in poly days, looking at my school timetable, I would always prefer my Fridays and the two weekends. Friday because it will be the "last" day of school every week, and Saturdays and Sundays because I can wake up reaaaaaally late without my mother shouting early in the morning asking me to wake up for school. I can sleep for as long as I like. That's what I like most ! Hahahahahaa.

Got home just now and dad looked at me. He said that I've grown alot fatter. Hahahahaha ! I'm scared. At the same time, I smiled at what he said because I agreed with him. Mana taknya, jogging satu kali sebulan. Hahhhaa, no hope siol.

I gotta study well for for HA this Monday. Wish me luck. I really need to pass this. Fatin, aja-aja Hwaiting ! GOOOOOOOO !((:

I'm trying my best, my very best to make it understandable. To make it short and simple, and hope that it can be understood. But it's not like what I have imagined. The more I tried to make it sounds better, you still don't know what I've been trying to say. Yes I'm mad. Mad because I did not try my best to make you aware of what I want you to know. Mad because you didn't even try to think in depth to what I said. I'm sorry for being very sensitive. I just want the best of you. Really sorry.

Chapter two hundred and eight.

2010-01-20T18:59:00.003+08:00

And this, especially to Din.

HAHAHAHHHH !((:

Yellow.

Just like how sunshine brigthens up a dark room, you're the spirited ingenue, hopeful about many things in life ! Don't bother with those who accuse you of being naive. Even though you aren't aware of the world's ways, most of the time you just simply prefer to see the good in people.

Chapter two hundred and seven.

2010-01-20T18:26:00.004+08:00

Bio ICA2 down. I'm left with Bio semestral exam paper. My confidence went down the drain after my friends and I shared our answers. Seems like what I've studied is different from what most of them said. Cross fingers. I was aiming for a B at first but seems like I have to push it downwards a lil more. Nevermind, let just see what the result will be like. Next up will be my Health Assessment practical test and also a presentation for Patient's Education. Troublesooome man. And for H.A, I badly have to score for this. I don't wanna take any retest or what so ever. Again, fingers crossed. Schedule will be quite pack for the next two weeks.

I've already got to know the dates for my attachments and also which ward and hospital that I will be in. Somehow or rather, I will be placed at a Male ward. Hahahahahaa. I feel scary already. The feeling of being attach to a male ward really scares me. Especially when you know that you will need to do all the basic stuffs like bath for them or even change diapers for the patients who have difficulty in walking. Just hope that it will be easy on my part. And of course if I were to be attached in a surgical ward, there will be a lot of wound dressing to do. And I really want it to end fast so that I can have a beautiful one month of holiday before second year starts for me. Hehh((=

My eyes are getting very tired. In the morning just one, I don't know why I didn't realize that my alarm rang in the morning. I was late but luckily I reached school on time. Luckily mum wake me up. If not, I will sleep till I-don't-know what time. Tomorrow starts at one and I only have an hour of lecture. Die, die must attend cos Mr Mario, the best lecturer of all will give us hints on our exams paper and it will be the last lecture I think.

I love 김희철

((o=

Chapter two hundred and six.

2010-01-17T11:19:00.002+08:00

Been studying Respiratory system the last two nights and still doing so. But still having problems with it. I really badly wanna score at least a B pretty please? I need to buck up the score to make my grade for Bio higher and also my GPA.

Went out with usual cousins. Irsya Elyna was being very talkative yesterday. Very noisy inside the car you know. Hahahahaa. Uda wanted to cut his hair but ended up the shop was closed. Ended up he bought himself a pair of Nike Shoe. Kak Raudha and I were sitting at Starbucks surfing the net. The connection was really very fast. We went off from Orchard at around 9.30 and aunt called to join her and uncle for dinner. Before that, we waited for Kak Yana's customer who wanted to buy her dress. I swear we waited for a long period of time for her before she came down.

The night before, met my close friends. I swear we were having so much time laughing at McDonalds.

Before that, I was having lecture for Patient Education. The funny part was that when two of my lecturer mates wanted to skip that class during the second half of the lecture, the lecturer who saw them carrying their bags and walked out quickly said, "Okay, bye-bye !"

I swear the lecture theater were full of laughters, especially to those who saw them going by the back door. I was laughing out loud. Before that, my groups of friends also wanted to skip early as all of us were having our own activities. Ended up, all of us stayed until the end of the lesson because we're afraid that the lecturer might "sounded" us too. Hahahahaha. It was really funny.

P/S:

Chapter two hundred and five.

2010-01-14T21:00:00.004+08:00

"Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results."

-Anon.

If I feel depressed I will sing.
If I feel sad I will laugh.
If I feel ill I will double my labour.
If I feel fear I will plunge ahead.
If I feel inferior I will wear new garments.
If I feel uncertain I will raise my voice.
If I feel poverty I will think of wealth to come.
If I feel incompetent I will think of past success.
If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals.
Today I will be the master of my emotions.

-Og Mandino

Chapter two hundred and four.

2010-01-14T20:01:00.003+08:00

Today really sucks alot. I came to school with full of enthusiasm because I know I can really score well for this. I really can't wait for the practical test to end. Got out of the room feeling rather upset. I wasn't really expecting to fail for this wound dressing practical test. I felt really shitty now. Nevermind Fatin, you will get over it sooner or later. It just feels like a big rock just hit my head really hard. Only know I have actually opened my eyes out wide, really wide that anything can happen. It's time for me to start preparing for my end of year exams. It's gonna start in one month's time and I really have to score for this. No more playing around and no more laptop that often until I finish my papers and the rest. Period.

I've already started reading a few pages of Twilight. I know I'm kind of late. But hell, the story was easy to understand. Will try to read more if I have the free time to do so. Hehh.

Oh ya.. congratulations to the O Level results participants. Join NYP come ! Hahahaha. To those who fail, don't be saaaaad. Study hard next time, like me((:

Take longer route will be goooood. Just keep on being positive.

TGIF.

Meeting my friend tomorrow after school. And I can't wait for that !((:

Nothing to talk about now. See ya !

Chapter two hundred and three.

2010-01-10T11:54:00.003+08:00

I swear yesterday was the most super fun day out I had with my family. Early in the morning, mum wake me up and told that we're going for a Picnic over at Changi. Over there, we went for a swim. Waht else? We swimmed and I quickly got out of the beach and sun-tanning there. But it was very windy there. No sun to sun-tanned. Reading book by the beach was great, really. Got home around two or three plus in the afternoon because mum and dad had something on later. While I, met up with Kak Raudha and Huda and had good dinner at Simei Banquet. Kak Raudha was craving for the food there. Thought of going to my aunt house to find our niece but she were out with her mum. So, we sitted around at White Sand's Mcdonald and do something good there ^___^

Got a call from Kak Yana and they asked us to join them go Airport. Apalaaaaaagi, we follow ah. Got to meet my niece. Hehh. At Airport, like usual went to Terminal 3 and Irsya plays the mini-playground there and do the colour-colour thinge. Met Wan halfway and he joined. Play catching at a big space and laughed out loud. We stayed there for quite long and decided to go home after that. Overall, I really enjoyed myself yesterdaaaaaaay((=

Yesterday, while on the way meeting Kak Raudha, I find the irritating stalker whom I used to blog about. He was really weird you know. I really didn't expect to meet him at my house bus stop, but when I saw him, I quickly stuck my ear piece MP3 into my ear. He was standing next to my seat and with the rear of my eyes, I saw he was looking at what I was doing. I was feeling rather scared already. Without me knowing, he suddenly sat next to me, really close. At that point of time, I was already reading my books and didn't dare to look anywhere else. Couldn't even concentrate to what I was reading.

When the bus came, I was actually thinking whether I should take the bus or not. In the end, I boarded the bus because I'm afraid Kak Raudha might wait for too long already. Furthermore, I need to wait for like 10 to 15 minutes for the next bus to come. He was actually sitting at the front seat. Much further than the seat that I took. After how many passengers who were sitting behind got down at the next bus stop, he then changed his sit behind to where I was sitting. I was feeling really scared. Quickly texted Kak Raudha and she called me. In the end, I was rather relieved when he actually get down the bus before interchange. When I saw him got down, I decided not to get down and stopped at Pasir Ris Interchange. He was really scary I tell you.

Fuuuuh ! Alhamdulillah. I hope I'll never meet him again the next time.

P/S:

Kak Yana also stuck with korean songs already. Hahahaahaaha !(o=

Chapter two hundred and two.

2010-01-08T16:18:00.003+08:00

Oh maaaaaaaan. I really wanna follow my group of friends go holiday. First time ever and I hope dad gives the permission. Not only dad, but hope that my attachments will not clash with the date, I hope so. Taufiq kept on saying that they will surely visits Sunway and that makes me reaaaaaaally wanted to come along. Sheesh. And yesterday, while talking with Taufiq on the phone before conferencing with Hanis, we were busily looking for cheap and budget hotels. Hahahaha. See ! How eager each of us were.

See how. I have yet to promise them that I'll come along. May God bless me.

Planned to go with Kak Raudha too during my holiday break. Fuuuuuh ! Best ^___^

My oh my. O level results releasing out this Monday. All the best to those who will be receiving it((:

And for sure, I can't wait to be a second year student this coming April. And for sure too, I can't wait to graduate and get my Diploma. I feel so big now. *wow*

Hehehehe. Cute !

Chapter two hundred.

2010-01-07T15:21:00.002+08:00

I swear these are funny. Watch it guys.

Chapter One hundred and ninety-nine.

2010-01-07T12:27:00.002+08:00

I've not been using my lappy for like how many long days to surf the net. Instead, I used it for watching dramas and movies that brother/I bought. Hehh. Psychology presentation Alhamdulillah went well. Quite satisfied with it although I'm not sure whether we can get good marks or not.

After school reopen, there's alot of things that I need to do in sequence:

~~- Psychology Presentation~~

- Sociology Presentation

- E-Assessment Comm and Skills

- Nursing Lab Practical Test

- Bio ICA2

- Health Assessment Practical Test

- Childbearing Presentation

I know I'm like dead now. Luckily last Monday my lecturer taughtt one out of three parts of what to do when we're doing for Health Assessment Practice. And it came out to be like easy like that. Hehh. There's alot to do, really. But I hope it will come to a good end and I will obtain good results for this semester. Pray hard. Especially on my Biology. Pffft.

Yesterday were supposed to be a learning session over at Shikin's house but ended up, we watched movie, karaoke and Wii at her house. Hahah. I swear it was fun although at the end I regret a lil. Hehh. Friends, next time we have to stay away from Shikin house. There's so much this that distract us over there. Hahahaha. We were having fun karaoke-ing "jiwang" songs. Hehh. And I swear Wii can really make me lose weight like alot. Shikin at I at first were playing Boxing. Hahahhaa. We were just playing around with it since we have no idea how to play it. We were so tired at the end of it and we're perspiring alot. Hahahahah. Luckily we did revise one chapter before playing the Wii thinge.

And for the movie, the girls were wanting to watch Hindustan and I just went along with them. Hehh. Okay lah, got no comment about it. But I asked them alot of questions about the movie(o=

Got home and I quickly get a shower. My body so sticky. Cannot tahan.

I'm sorry to those who have been searching for me high and low. Ain, Teeqa, Wani, Diyanah. I know I owe you a one day out. Really sorry. I will find the time soon people.

I really don't know what to update. Will try my best to upload it as soon as possible okay?

Chapter One hundred and ninety-eight.

2010-01-02T13:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2010 and Goodbye 2009 ! Time really fly by soo fast I must admit. It was now somehow a memory and history. I wished late by one day as I was trying my best to finish up the final touch up for Psychology slides for this Monday presentation. And indeed, like finally I'm done with it. Unexpectedly, I managed to do it before the clock stroke 12 yesterday night. I hope it will turn out well and perfect.

Eve of new year, got no plan to go anywhere since I think it will be better to spend some quality times with family at home. Brother out with his friends. And suddenly mum said that aunt us all out. Went to have dinner and watch countdown over at aunt's house. Got home at two in the morning. This year's new year, I don't feel the fun anymore. It was somehow or rather feel like the usual days I had. Maybe because I have alot of things to compile before school reopen in how many days.

Yesterday, while doing my slides, watch Korean drama, Full House. Rain was the hero. I thought I was watching it alone. Got to know that my younger brother watched along with me ! He was smiling and laughing while watching the drama. Hahaha. Seems like he will become like me sooner or later. Hahahahaa. Got to know that in how many minutes time the show will start. I nearly forgotten about it but brother remembers. Hehh.

And also,

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY to dearest cousin, WAN !

Hahahahaa.

You've turned a year older since the first time I really talked to you while we meet for last year's countdown. And it was awesome meeting you !

Have an enjoyable birthday celebration today. Like what you said when I texted you to stay hot and handsome, you said you're already one ! Hahahaa.

Last long with your dearest one((:

I better start having my date with Rain now ! Till then (o=

Chapter One hundred and ninety-seven.

2009-12-31T15:45:00.003+08:00

At laaaaast !

I'm done with my essay. But I still have my slides to edit. But at least I'm glad I manage to finish up my essay this fast although I've actually promised myself to finish it by last Tuesday. Hehe. I've just got home from Whitesands with mum and aunt for some shopping. And not to forget, today was Kak Raudha's first day of work as a bank teller at Pasir Ris POSB Branch. All the best sister !((:

Tomorrow's 2010 already. Time flies so fast I must say. It seems like yesterday when I last took my O Levels. And in how many months to come, I will turn 19. Can you believe it?! I'm 19 ! My goddd. Seems old huh? Haha. And only that, my responsibility will surely be much more than this.Maybe going to my aunt house since I asked mom whether we're going out later on. She said maybe only. See how, maybe going countdown with cousin. Not sure how it will be like for this year's new year for me.

I'm not satisfied with the fact that there's still people who went around saying that they were dissatisfied with the fact that Sezairi won the 3rd Singapore Idol. To the extend that they even make a "Hate" page just for him. It has ended for a few days ago already. Why make a fuss about it? And what to do.. I have to say that he really have a good singing voice and of course he deserved to win the title, although I think that somehow Sylvia was also good in her own way. Face the fact. I thought Sylvia will win at first even though I support Sezairi but I suddenly decided to become the middle party after I heard Sezairi sang Touch By an Angel. It was so perfect and niceee ! But who cares, he won the title already and nothing will change that.

Now, counting down to school reopen= 4 daaaaaaays. 4 very short daaaaaaay ^___^"

Pray that time will pass by really slow for all that 4 days. Haha.

Welcome 2010 !

2009-12-30T23:03:00.006+08:00

Before the clock strike 12 later on...

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to you Irwanto Iskandar !

I was doing my slides when I only realised that today was the 30th already. Hehh.

May all your wishes come trueeee !

And after the clock strike 12,

Happy Birthday to my most 2 dearest friends !

First up, my dearest boyfriend..

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to you my TAUFIQ baby !

You're the most easiest person for me to remember his/her birthday. Hahaaha.

I tell you ah people, he got good sense of fashion. And I swear, all the things that he wore were sometimes very different and unique in his own way ! Hehh.

May all your wishes come true ! I've heard your story alot, but.. life always have it's ups and downs. Just be happy to look forward to your future in the later comes. It would be a good one, trust me. And I'm sure your dream to become a fashion designer will be "termakbul"

And thank you for all these while, you're being such a great boyfriend in my life. And thank you soooo much for your laughter that makes me laugh along with you. And thank you to you too for giving me the different kinds of names that make it sooo "melekat" to me. Hehh. Sorry for the too much "And-s". Hahahahahah.

I love you boyfriend ![=

And to Azura too,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY !

I miss you like aloooooot already ! Long time no see. May your wishes come true tomorrow, and a very happy new year. Hahahahaha. Aku rindu kau. Mana menghilang? Hahahaaha.

Stay pretty Zura((:

Chapter One hundred and ninety-six.

2009-12-30T01:10:00.004+08:00

Taemin and Heechul cutest !

Sweet Dreams dear earthlings((:

Chapter One hundred and ninety-five.

2009-12-27T19:06:00.004+08:00

My house has suddenly become so noisy and chaotic since the last how many days. I swear, it's because of my cousin's who will be staying with us for a long period of time starting from last Thursday. His voice was really loud that I swear when he shouts from my mother's toilet room, the people at the living room area can hear his voice although he actually didn't even shout ! Not only that, with my irritating youngest brother who kept on disturbing him, it was soooo very noisy ! Hahahahah ! And I don't know how much longer I can tahan with this kind of environment.

Yesterday was funny. Went out with mum and two autie and dearest cousin out for dinner at Simpang Bedok. I swear my lil niece was sooooo very gatal ! She really liked my cousin, which means his own uncle ! You should see she badly wanted to kiss Yan but this cousin of mine tried to stay away from her. Hahahahahaha. Really cute !

Singapore Idol gonna start really, really soon. Better catch it people ! I have this hard feeling that Slyvia is gonna win although I actually wanted Sezairi to be the third Singapore Idol. But hell, we'll just see how it goes.

Well, gonna have movie marathon with dearest classmates tomorrow. But maybe I will not stay for long. By 4 or 5, should go off. Till then((:

*Run and CheongLim :D*

Chapter One hundred and ninety-four.

2009-12-26T00:49:00.002+08:00

5 more days to 2010.
New year's approaching, new resolution for all. Wise one okaaaaaay?

Sweet dreams darling lovely people !

xoxo

Chapter One hundred and ninety-three.

2009-12-25T20:50:00.003+08:00

New year's resolution?

Err, I have yet to think for one for next year's new resolution. Every year, I will ask for being tall like as in TALL like most of my girlfriends, but still, it does not work ^__^"

So, maybe perhaps for this year, I will just hope that my family will stay strong as ever. And I HOPE that I will forever stay happy and smile always [=

Merry Christmas to all the people who celebrates it today ! And not to forget, my dearest LiJia Baby,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to you ! Hehehehehe.

Don't need to ask you to stay pretty. You're too pretty already lah ah-lian((:

There's just too many people whose birthday falls in the month of December. And I was wondering how I did manage to remember every single one of their birthday. The easiest one will of course be Taufiq, which falls on the eve of new year. Hahahahaah.

Chicken Mcnugget !(:

Chapter One hundred and ninety-two.

2009-12-24T21:30:00.009+08:00

Since Hanis drove the car yesterday, I will post three of Hanis pictures while driving. First time doh Hanis drive. Cooooooool ! Saaaayaaaaaang Hanis !(o=

Again, more pictures in FB alsooooooo !

Before that, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to Hidaaaaayaaaaah Amat !

Miss, miss you !

Chapter One hundred and ninety-one.

2009-12-24T20:27:00.009+08:00

Thanks to Niz for "teaching" me how to make the size of the picture looks super big ! Hahahahaha. This few days, I admit that I've been enjoying myself too much already. I swear, it's now the time for me to start doing my 1500 words essay. Met Din yesterday and he said that he have already finished doing Comm skills essay. That was really super fast ! Buck up fat ass ! I still on my way with Psychology slides. Wow, and I have to admit, times really fly so fast and tomorrow will be Friday already. Walaaaaaaao ! And another one more week of holiday, school will be back to normal. Haiya. Someone, can you please get some sense into me and tell me that I cannot enjoy myself as school is still have yet to have the long holiday break?! Omg ! I'm slacking alot after coming back from the four day holidays.

Yesterday, I didn't attend the class Health Assessment practice. Sorry Atikah for not picking up your call. I was asleep and didn't notice about it. I thought the class was not compulsory to come but when you said that our lecturer was there, I swear I really regretted for not coming down for the lesson /:

Hanis had just got home from my house. We're surfing the net and laughing at the same time while watching KBS on TV. Hahahahaha. And we kept on tweeting !(o=

I need to do my slides for this next coming Monday ICA. Before I go, I will post pictures at the pool party. Had sooo much fun together with gfs and bfs. Pictures in KL been uploaded. More of it in FB ye((:

I tell you, KL was great. But too bad, I only bring a hundred of Malaysian Ringgit there. I was really short of money. Spent only on four novels and the rest on foods ! I swear. I've become soooo enormous now, not kidding !

If only mum is willing to fork out more money for me while we're there, I will surely shop till drop. But too bad, when my brother and I asked money from her, she will nag non-stop /:

Apartment that we stayed in.

Silly brother of mine.

My cutest baby girl on earth !

This was how close we were.

Brothers and three cousin.

We went shopping together. Best shopping people.

I swear Kak Raudha spent alooooot over there ! Hahahahahahaa ! It was really aloooot that I thought it was really a waste of money. Kan lagi bagus kalau spend dekat atin je(:

But I know, you've been wanting to collect all that to make your room full with all your Super Junior stuffs. Hahahahaa.

The BEST thing on EARTH ! Tak makan memang rugi.

My BIG/ENORMOUS stomach !

Twin tower.

Hahahahahahaa !

Nice scenery righggggt?

Siblings.

Kak Yin and Iddiq.

Ayat ! Always nak step sachok.

Two cousin, dad and myself.

Chapter One hundred and ninety.

2009-12-21T23:27:00.003+08:00

Ohs wells.. I've reached home !, Alhamdulillah.

Now I miss the nasi kandar there. Soooo very deliciousoooo !

Good night geekies !(:

Chapter One hundred and eighty-nine.

2009-12-18T02:03:00.004+08:00

Thanks to Rozz for this wonderful picture !

I'm off in how many hours time.
Don't miss me people.

P/S:

You're just sooooo Beautiful !

Chapter One hundred and eighty-eight.

2009-12-16T22:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to my most beloved close friend on earth ! Mr Mohd Zahrin. I've like regard you like a big brother even though I'm like 9 months older than you ! I swear your jokes always make me laugh like one mad girl. You never fail to make me smile and laugh at the same time. For sure, you're the best thing ever. At last, you'll be celebrating your 18th birthday. Hahahahah ! May you bless with good wealth and health. Like what I've always said, stay sachok ye Zyk. I love you to bits and pieces although we're far apart. Cheeeeeeey ! Hahahaha. Meet you soon dearest ! Saaaaayang Zyk(o=

And to Ashikin too, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ! Hope to meet you really soon mate ! Hehheheehe(o=

I swear I'm in love with Tae Kyung because of his gentleman-ness in the story although he have such a big EGO. Hahahahahah. I admitted I fell for ALL the 3 boys. Hah, tamak ! I've yet to watch until the final episode due to school work. And thanks to my friend's friend for showing me all the pictures when she went for the Seoul'd out concert. I swear I went gugu-gaga. They're just awesome people you know ! Hotness !

Meeting Rozz tomorrow for her I don't know what. But I know it's for her driving license or something. Hehh. Since I've not been meeting her for how many long days, I'm sure there's aloooot of stories to share. I'm onlining now and I swear there's alooot of thing she said to me. HAHAHAHAHAHAH ! Apa lagi tomorrow, confirm kecoh. Then on the Friday itself, I will go to KL early in the morning. Waaaaaah ! Shopping paradise, I know ! But too bad, I will only bring a small sum of money since I'm short of cash. Haiya. Just now in school, one of my classmates told me that she will go on the same timing as mine. Hahahahha. From there, we talk all about KL cheap shopping place and gooooood food. Very sex-cited you know ! Hehh. Then on next wednesday, I will be attending gathering with all my close secondary school mates. I'm sure I will be having aloooot of fun there.

Then during the holiday, Shaq came up with an idea of movie marathon. *waaaaaaah* I'm sure my holiday this time will be aloooot better than the last time where I will just sit at home and let time kills just like that.

Met Kak Raudha yesterday and she bought for me one Dorothy Perkins shirt. Thanks alooooot cousin ! I owe you one, really. Hehehehehee. People around me have their partner to cherish with. While me, I was left at one corner and listen to all the stories that they told me. Two example, Rozz and Haziqah. Hahahaahhaha. I still remember what Haziqah said, "Cinta tak kenal usia." Hahahahaha. *inside joke*. I don't know how to explain any further.

And especially to Namira, my Zac Efron is super hot okay ! Full stop ! Hahahaahahah ! Better than Jesse McCartney. Who's with me?? Din, shut up ! I know you will side Namira with this !

Well, I don't know what to update some more. Will try to update before going KL. I'm shagged and exhausted. Sweet dreams people.

Chapter One hundred and eighty-seven.

2009-12-14T21:02:00.008+08:00

Iwould like to wish all the people below a very Happy Birthday ! Late update caused me miss alot of wishes for all the people surround me ! And this month, I have to say there's alooooot of wishes that I have to dedicate to. Okay, let's go down the list slowly.

12th December

Happy Belated 18th Birthday to my dearest Nurul Haziqah Md Jumad ! Yes, my long lost primary school friend and now we've become sooo closed in school that some of the people mistook us for sisters. Hahahahaha. I'm happy that you've really change for the better, Alhamdulillah. Sometimes, I thought like it was all a miracle. Within that four days, you've become sooo much different. Hope you will stay like this forever. And thanks to you also that I've become such a big Korean freak ! Hahahahahahaa ! May all your wishes come true babe ! I love you like alooot although sometimes I complain that you've always been late for meet ups when going to school(=

13th December

This mother of mine. Hehh. Happy Birthday to you Ibu ! Yes, I sometimes dislike the fact that you kept on nagging and nagging, asking me to wear tudung. But no matter what, I have to say, she's the best mother of all. When I told her to scold me if I wanna eat after I come home from school after 7pm, she will still ask me whether I already have proper food to eat and offer or even "force" me to have something to munch so that my stomach will not be emptied. Hehh.

And I don't know why, she likes soccer soooo much that she's more than willing to watch my two brother playing for any tournaments although it located far than our place. Hahahahaa. I love you ! Mudah-mudahan dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki ! Ily, Ily !

13th December

My dearest aunt too, Happy Birthday ! Yesss, she's my mother's twin sister. Like what my friends mostly say, their faces can be differentiate clearly. Hahahaahah ! And my mum and cousin kept on saying that I have the same features like her. Hahahahaha ! Iloveyou like how I love Ibu(:

14th December

MICHAEL OWEN ! hahahaha ! My first saaayaang ! Happy Birthday. Birthday falls on today !

15th December

The most closest guy in class, Happy 17th Birthday to you Farhat Micheal Murray ! Hahahahaahaha ! For goodness sake, he will turn 17 only tomorrow ! Hahahahahaah ! He can be really irritating you know ! But no matter what, he's the best man in class. Very sporting and hyperactive. May all your wishes come true ! Stay bebulu okay Arab man? HAHAHAAHAHAHH ! Kidding. Stay hoooot always ! And, and, all the best for you tomorrow's practical. Kau boleh punyalah Farhat !(:

Overall, thanks to Shaqila Aishwariya and Shikin Gomez for baking the cookies and brownies respectively for Farhat and Haziqah's Birthday ! They're really goooood and delicious. Make more for me soooon ! Hahaha.

Chapter One hundred and eighty-six.

2009-12-12T19:48:00.009+08:00

As what I've promised, this is the family photo that I wanna show. Hahahaha. There's actually more of them but they went home early. Not to forget, my mum still have another 12 siblings over in Jakarta. Hahahahaha ! Well, let all the pictures do the talking. It was took yesterday, during my niece's mini birthday celebration. I was like one childish kid. I went around playing with all the cute cousins, nieces and nephews. And now, I've just got home from jogging. Refreshing ! I think my dad can become my own personal trainer, very strict you know !

Cake.

Silly brother of mine. He kept asking me whether he's handsome or not. And would also say that he's hot. wth.

Aqil.

Cousin.

See ! I'm even nearly as the same height as Udeen.

I swear this lil boy is super cuteeee ! Baby Ill !

Nieces.

Usual clan(:

With my afro uncle. Hahahaha.

Without Mr Warhead

*aww* This is cute.

Kak Raudha and I bought this for Irsya. Got to know, there's another barney over there !

With Kak Wiwid.

P/S:

FT Island and my Kim Joon is in Singapore ! But too bad, no money to watch them. Sob, sob !):

Okay, don't disturb me. I'm currently watching You're Beautiful. Hahahahahaah ! I loveeee the story line. Tae Kyung, Shin Woo and Jeremy ! *Ahhhh*

I envy Go Min Nam.

Chapter One hundred and eighty-five.

2009-12-10T00:00:00.003+08:00

Since the clock had just strike 12 midnight and it's 10 of December, I would like to wish that cute lil' niece of mine a HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY !

I've been loving her alot since the first day I met her. She make me smile and angry at the same time. But no matter what, she's the most bestest and closest niece that I love the most ! her jokes and shyness make me feel even closer to her. Everytime when she begged me to stay when I'm supposed to go off, it really melts my heart. I love her to bits and pieces ! To Kak Yana who're reading this, tell Irsya I wish her Happy Birthday ! Meet you this Friday !

And I'm sorry for stealing this picture in FB. You both looks great !

Chapter One hundred and eighty-four.

2009-12-09T22:52:00.005+08:00

I swear this nephew of mine is really cute ! Macam bapak dia jugak, always make people laugh by all the actions that he did ! Reaaaaaally, see that face? It was really as cute as his character. When people call him "handsome", he will smile shyly. Hahahaahhahaa ! Cute you know ! He's learning how to talk now and I swear it is sooooo adorable. I'm very proud to get all the very cute nephews and nieces. I love them all, especially the one closest to me, Irsya Elyna(:

Basically, I loveeee each and one of them !

Yessssss ! I'm now semi-free from all the test ! It just feels so goooooooood !

Had my Nursing Lab Theory test just now and Alhamdulillah, I find the paper really do-able ! All thanks to Shaqila and Namira for telling me for the last minute. If not, all the marks will go down the drain. Thank guys ! Saaaaayaaaaang korang ! Hehh(o=

Yesterday was my Nursing Lab practical test and again, Alhamdulillah, I mnanaged to do it. Cheer up Shikin ! Jiayou, you can one. To the rest of my classmates, all the best !
I can start holiday-ing already ! I'm left with preparing the slides for presentations and 1500 words essay that have to be passed up on the first day of school after term break. Loooooooong !, I know.

I'm left with my three presentations and after that, I have to start scrabbling all my different modules book with all the things that I have to memorize for the end of year exams. Crazy man ! For now, can start "hooray, hooray" already. But at the end of the week before school reopen, confirm kanchong gila rabak punya. Haha.

School now got flea market but I cannot spend my moneeeeey. Later finish -.-"

I kept on saying that I have alooooot of things to talk about. But after I typed everything down one-by-one, all the things will disappear slowly. Stupid, I know. Since I got time to do something useful and not to throw all the precious time away, I'm gonna watch You're Beautiful. I know it's kindda late but who cares. I promise myself that I can watch it only after I finish all the important stuffs and now I'm done, I shall watch it. Hehehehe.

Oh yaaaaa ! Cousin's wedding went well. Everything was perfect. I shall upload one picture at my next post. It was such a big family. Everybody in the family were conquering the stage of cousin's wedding. She looked soooo gorgeous. Her husband also looked soooo sachok ! HAHAHAHAHH ! One of my cousin from my father's side who came down for the wedding ceremony said that my cousin's husband is really goodlooking. Hahahahaa. Gatal ! I tell you ah, there were reaaaaally alooooot of foods ! Desserts were soooo many that I don't know what to say anymore. Haha.

Tomorrow's school is really pathetic. I only have Psychology for one hour in school and can go home since I'm done with my practical.

Before that, counting down the days to KL= 7 DAYSSSSS ! Wooooooo(o=

Okay, I'm off soon. Don't miss me people. Sweet dreams !

Chapter One hundred and eighty-three.

2009-12-05T21:44:00.011+08:00

I don't know why, but I like and adore this couple alot. Although there's alot of stories going around about their relationship, they still stay together as one. I shall find someone who looks hot and cool and handsome as Zac Efron. And one day, I shall do a make-over and look like Vanessa Hudgens. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH ! FAT HOPE !

But true, I like Vanessa Hudgens mixed look. I know some of you may not agree with that. But who cares, I like heeeeeer reaaaaaaaally much !

Just finish watching High School Musical 3 at home. Dad was asking me in Malay,

"Bapak see that Atin like to watch this story eh? Feeeling-feeling eh?."

Hahahahahahahaahh. I was just smiling when he said that. Yaaaaaa !, I loveee High School Musical ! Very feeling-feeling you know !

Okay, for all I know, I give my hot Zac Efron a 5/5 ! Fuuuuuh hot banget !

And I loveee High School Musical 3. I know very out to date.

Tomorrow attending cousin's wedding. Mum told me about the dinner she attended with my father at my cousin's wedding. Only the aunties and uncles who came down. She said it was really grand. Most of the Singapore celebs were there since my cousin was once a Mediacorp behind the camera person or something, I don't know. Waaaaaaah !, after what my mum told me, I guess I should make something like that when I get married later on. Hahahahahaaahaa !

Okay, melampau.

I shall stop now. Going JB with the usual cousins later on. Sweet dreams ! xoxo(o=

Chapter One hundred and eighty-two.

2009-12-04T20:45:00.005+08:00

Cest La' Vie 2009

My Dearest 5N2 Babies(o=

Sports Day. My 5N2 again (o=

Birthday surprises.

Class gathering.

Outings.

*Racial Harmony*
I was being carried !

It has been a long time since I last posted all my secondary school pictures. I have to admit, secondary school is still the best time ever. I miss secondary school. How I wish time can be rewind back. I had so much fun and laughter, happiness and sadness were all mix together. That five years were spent very well. It seemed so short you know ! Last time, we always used to think of graduating and get out of the school but now, it was the other way round. Poly is way, way difficult then what I've expected. We have to get used to be independent and our mentor herself is not taking our class for any modules. It's a way different environment from primary and secondary school. And of course, I miss all my classmates. It's been ages since I last met them. Although some of them are in the same polytechnic as me, it was really difficult to meet them. One of the example is Emmanuel. Hahahahaha ! I've not been meeting him. My god !

And also, I miss my Ah-Pong. Suddenly in the bus while on my way home, I remembered about her. Hahahaahaha. Weird, I know.

One of my cousin had just been solemnized just now. Didn't managed to come along since I'm schooling. Oh ya ! TGIF. Thank God It's Friday today ! Luckily tomorrow can woke up late. Hehehhee. Sukeeeernyaaaa !

Oh ya, one more thing, my friends are planning for a Genting Trip. Gerek or whaaaaat? But I'm not sure of following since my aunt and uncle are maybe bringing me and my cousin for overseas trip. Hehehehehehhee(=

Have a good laugh with my girls in school just now while having our lunch at Mcd. It was "gerek" to see everyone in good mood. We laugh and laugh while eating. They are the best ! Thank you guys for being there always(=
Zahrin texted me just now and said that he's in NYP. I was shocked. I asked him where he was and he said he wanted to meet me. Wth, ended up kena punk-ed. Babi ponted -_____-"

I don't know what to blog some more. Life? It has been pretty good I guess. I told mum that I'm buying an Ipod touch. Before that, when I told her that I'm buying and Ipod touch, she told me to give the old MP3 to her as she wants it to keep some of her recordings in. She asked me how much so I told her the price that I need to fork out. She was shocked to death. Hahahahahahaa ! She asked why so expensive and told me not to buy them. I told her if I don't buy, she cannot get my MP3. My mum then keep quiet. HAHAHAHAHHH ! She very cute one.

I'm in love with the song below. Soothing and nice. Should listen. I shall stop now. Must go and revise. Sweet dreams(o=

Chapter One hundred and eighty-one.

2009-12-03T22:48:00.004+08:00

Fcuk. I'm dead. I'm like now stuck with tomorrow's presentation slides. Now then I realized that I have to do it by tonight. No ideas what to add in. And I know tomorrow I'm dead meat.

Chapter One hundred and eighty.

2009-12-02T11:16:00.014+08:00

To Haziqah, Nah..This is for you. Sorry for the late update.

Hehehehehehe

First and foremost, I would like to thank my group mates above a million. And yes ! We made it ! I was rather surprised that what we have been aiming for really came true. And it all thanks to Yadana for being our "counsellor" and tell us to have confidence in ourself. Hahahaaha. Our group managed to get an A, in fact, a grade A+ for our module on Communication and Customer service ! It was really such a great pleasure. There's no regret being a pregnant woman in the roleplay. Hehh(=

And now, with two presentations down and three more to go, I hope we can do even better for the other modules. Thank you so much sub-group mates. We shall strive to do more presentations together in times to come(:

Next Tuesday will be my Nursing Lab Practical test and the next day itself will be the theory test. I hope it will go well. Wish me luck. I wanna get a good score for this. Since my Bio pushes my credit down, I hope this module will go well for me. I need this badly. Hell. And after that, I can have the time of my own. Yeeeees ! TIME OF MY OWN BABY ! Mum is bringing along to Malaysia for holiday. At laaaaaaast, I've been waiting for that moment ! I can buy aloooooot of novels. I swear I wanna get soooo many novels. Hahahahahhahaa. And I got to know that my cousin's who seldom join us for holiday will be going too ! Greeaaaat ! It will be two times the fun. Hehehehehe. Two weeks break and the first day of school will be my Psychology Presentation.

My friend who just came back from her four days trip to Johor suddenly changed. She used to like one of the Super Junior members so much that I don't know why, suddenly there was a change of heart. Hahahahaahahah. But I'm glad to look at the new her. I felt better seeing her in this kind of state. I was relieved to see her in that state of reality rather than fantasy. Continue with it. Although sometimes I complained that you kept on talking about him, it is better to see you that way. And I hope you get what you want. Doa banyak-banyak eh Ziqah? Saaaaaayaaaang kau banyak-banyak(=

Yesterday in school, Kak Aishah brought in two just birth cats. I swear it was cute. It was so small that it can fit my one hand only ! Ya, I admit I was very scared of cats but I managed to hold it in my hand. But I held it with my hand covered with a cloth. Hahahhhahhaa. I know pathetic. Eh, but I did made it after so long you know ! Of course I didn't dare to touch the fur. Geli maaaan ! It was on the lecture theatre that one of the cats was crying so loud that the students looked back at where we're seating to know where the voice came from. But too bad, while I was in the comp lab and the rest went to have their lunch, the cat which cried so hard died. Shikin was crying badly. We then bury it outside our lecture theatre. I don't know why but all my friend loves cat except for me and my other friend. They were like taking their turns to hold on to the cat. It was cute, I have to admit that and the eyes also, it was still closed. They wanted to make the cat as the class pet. Hahahahahhah ! At last, Shaqila brought it home and the last thing I know, I received her message late at night to inform us that the other cat also died. Well, after birth, it's always better if their mother is there with them. What to do, RIP babies(:

I was having a pretty bad moodswing just now. All I know, I don't know why I was sooooo moody that Shikin and Haziqah kept asking why suddenly so quiet and the long face. Got to know, I had my red light later that afternoon. Pffft.

I have alooooot of stories to share but I really can't remember what it is all about. I've become too forgetful nowadays. Hhahaaahahaha. Oh wait ! And one more thing, I wanna get an Ipod Touch soooooooooon ! Baby, wait for me to buy you okay? I really want you badly):

<3> Heechul, Taemin, Kim Joon, Jae Jin,

Jaejoong, Taecyeon, Seulong, Gi Kwang,

Eunhyuk, Yuyun <3>

Chapter One hundred and seventy-nine.

2009-11-26T22:00:00.003+08:00

Since Mario took both lecturer and tutorial class for Psychology, I began to lovee that module alot. I love it too much that I'm even willing ask my closest people to sit in front at the lecture theater just to concentrate on his lesson. He's superb ! Every lecture sessions will be filled with laughter as he shows us vidoes and stories that was really interesting. I'm not even sleepy or fall asleep during his lecture, not like some other lecture that I will sleep so soundly halfway through the lecture. Hahahahaahahaa. *oops* But hey, not all modules did I sleep eh. Sociology, Psychology and communications are the best. Hope that next year's module will be much better. I think my Health Assessment is hopeless. There's so much things to understand and I've yet to revise all of it. For homework, I just copy what was wrote on the book.

Just now in school, lecturer taught us the bandaging techniques. I don't even know that there's actually a so called technique to it. There are five types of bandaging that the teacher had taught. Friends, need my help for bandaging, tell me hor. I will do what I can. Hehh(=

As expected, Bio results was pretty bad. I've given my best but still, the result were as poor as ever. I don't know how am I supposed to buck up on that module. It just sucks to core. Since primary school, my test and exams for Science will be pretty bad when I've gotten the results. Tell me what type of study techniques must I use to do well for BIO !?

Since I've sent message to Namira, it will be Naz's turn. Like what I've said to Namira, cheer up Naz. You're good you know that? Hee. I'm sure you can do better for the next paper. JIAYOU !

Usually during the night before Hari Raya, any Hari Raya will do, mum disallowed all the people in the family to switch on the television. She will asked all of us to "takbir" as much as we can. But it seems different today. I was at the front of the tv, watching my Chinese drama and she did not even say anything. Hehh. Only when suddenly brother came out of the room and we fight because he wants to watch his channel and I want to continue with mine, mum nagged at the both of us, telling us that we're not supposed to watch any channels. Hahahahahaha. In the end, brother gave up and now he's busily talking with his gf, I think. Evil right? I know. Hehh.

Cousin is getting married this coming 8 Dec. And after that, there's another three more coming up during May and June period. One from father's side and the other two from mum's. Very busy le. Mum already telling me to get the sample of my baju kurung as all will be made at Indonesia for this coming May wedding. Since I'm close with this cousin of mine, Kak Raudha and I kept on disturbing her. She used to be such a very fierce person. I remembered during I was like eight to ten years old, she will always scold us when we come to her house. She don't like if other people make a mess of her house. I used to be scared of her but not now. Hehheeheh. She was the one who has taught me alot and give aloooot of encouragement to join Nursing. Also, she was the one who never fails to give me her unused clothes. Hello ! It's branded okay. All the shirts, to jeans, to bags and so on, it was all branded ! Zara, Mango, Topshop. Waaaah ! I was rather fortunate to get her as a cousin. Hehh.

Oh, one more thing. I hope readers will give my cousin a support. She had just launch her blogshop selling make-up accessories. Here's the link. Take a look and if you're interested, you can just let her know with her email given.

I'm now on a diet. But I kept on forgetting that I'm on diet. It's not really diet. But I don't eat after 7 evening. I'm trying my best not to eat after seven. Ya, I wanna lose weight. But the main problem is that I kept on forgetting. I will just stuffed my mouth with food after I got home. Hahahahahaa ! And some more, tomorrow's Hari Raya and for sure, there's more food waiting for me. HAHAHAHAHAHH ! Help me ! I'm gaining weight ! ^__^"

Okay, stop laughing at me. I know I'm fat. Before ending, Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all Muslims. Enjoy yourself tomorrow ! And for sure, don't eat alot or you'll end up like me ! Hehehehehe.

Sweet dreams !(=

Chapter One hundred and seventy-eight.

2009-11-24T22:52:00.004+08:00

*My cute Jae Jin (=*

I swear Bio paper earlier on was really a disaster. I don't wanna talk much. I was really praying hard that the paper will be do-able as it were MCQs, but I was wrong. I got out of the lecture room feeling quite disappointed with myself. One of Shaqila's friend got out of the lecture hall saying to us that there's no use studying hard and memorising, he smiled and walked away while we're waiting for our turn to take the test. Pray really hard for me people that I can do well.

First presentation started earlier today's afternoon. It was not my group but the other sub-group. It went well. And tomorrow will be Haziqah's group to present. Mine will start next week, after how many days of Hari Raya Haji. It will be two presentation straight. The next thing I know, I will be the one who will present for the simulation thinge ! My godness ! Hahaahaaa. I swear I'm scared. Tough one you know !

One more story to share, my group was having Nursing Lab just now. Vinny did not attend and so, the other lecturer took us in. The lecturer was asking anyone of us who was willing to do the practical for wound dressing. Everyone were trying to run away from being kena, INCLUDING ME. But ended up, I was the one kena. I swear I was not prepared. I don't know which friend of mine shouted my name and the lectured heard them calling "Fatin."

She ended up asking me to do. I thought the lecturer was fierce but I was wrong. In fact, she stop me and explained very detailed what to do. But I was lucky, as it will be coming out for practical test, I can score better that way(=
Quite pissed at first because I'm not ready but alas, I'm alright with it :D

Tomorrow will be such a very pathetic day in school. Will be having only one hour tutorial and we can go home -.-"

It will only be presentation, which is Haziqah's group presentation who will be doing on Patient education. Hahahahaha, all the best eh.

I'm actually sleepy due to the bio test. Now then can have a very blissful sleep. Can woke up abit late tomorrow. My englsih sucks in this post. Really sorry. Too tired to edit. Hehheehe. Sweet dreams people !

Before that, I loveeeee Jae Jin FT Island(=

Hehehehehehe.

Chapter One hundred and seventy-seven.

2009-11-22T12:12:00.003+08:00

*Until you come back*

*Heaven*

Watch both !
So Saddening)=

Chapter One hundred and Seventy-six.

2009-11-21T16:03:00.006+08:00

*Seulong Loveeee !*

Always put yourself in other people's shoes

When you think about what the phrase said, it's good to actually think about other people first before thinking about yourself. I've been always putting myself in other people shoe. I'm afraid that I will make a mistake if I will ever think for myself only. But when it comes to love and feelings, I think I should think about myself before thinking about others. I mean, following your heart and think with brains ! And also, it's your right to choose as it will be good for your own future. It all lies in your hand babe. What for if you still continue if your heart is already not there. What for continue if the other party kept on forcing and why continue if you're the only one who has been putting too much effort on it. I'm just suggesting on my point of view. It maybe a lil cruel but since I can't elaborate what really happened, I might just say on my point of view only.

I still have another 8 more lecture sessions to revise. I took my 10 minutes nap just now and I'm already so fresh. It works you know ! Bio is such a hassle. The nervous system itself, you have like 20 lectures to study ! Somatic and autonomic. The meninges contain 3 layers of protective membranes; Dura mater, arachnoid and pia mater. The dura mater consist of 2 layers; outer and inner. The outer layer fused to periosterium of skull while inner is extend to the cranial cavity to form dural folds and blablablabla. Hahahahaahahaa. Okay crap. I'm trying my best to memorise as well as understand. I better get back now.

Before that, enjoy this. "I got, I got the chocolate loveeeee !"
Heeeee(:

xoxo(=

P/S:

Cheer up Faj(:

Chapter One hundred and seventy-five.

2009-11-19T20:39:00.004+08:00

I wanna give my best to everything that I do.
I wanna make my parents proud of me, although sometimes it does take so much courage to overcome all obstacles.
I wanna be like a fairy godmother, to help all the people around me with the troubles that they have.
I wanna be a superhero that have all the powers.
I wanna know what's the future have for me.
I wanna be as rich as a king, need not need to work hard to get money.
I wanna get a husband that have the same personality like my father and grandfather.
I wanna collect malay novels alot and alot that it can conquer the whole room.
I wanna be as pretty as all my girlfriends, very pretty one !
I wanna grow tall although I know it's kind of late.
I wanna own a picanto in how many years to come.
I wanna a life like a fairytale story.
I wanna go holiday to places that I wish to go.
I wanna graduate soon and get a diploma and finish up my bond quickly.
I wanna meet all my secondary school friends soon.
I wanna end my ICAs and test as soon as possible.
I wanna meet Super Junior and Shinee and Owen and T-Max and 2Pm and 2AM and Big Bang and B2ST and Zac Efron and more pleeeeaaase?
I wanna give good life to my parents when I've gotten a stable job.
I wanna change for the better in times to come.

I should have decided to follow Ziqah to Seremban. Only now then I've got to know that her mother had bought two extra tickets for me and Kak Raudha. I would like to apologise okay bestfriend? It's due to bio test around the corner that I've decided not to go and because no money. Really sorry):

Blood type A personality:

Everybody seems to think that you're the ultimate perfectionist ! Even though you're cool and calm on the outside when things need to get done, you can sometimes turn into a nervous wreck when people are not looking ! However, beneath that shy and self-conscious personality, is a bubbly listener who has many close friends. Not only are you sensitive to their needs, you're also a great keeper of secrets.

Sweet dreams !♥

Chapter One hundred and seventy-four.

2009-11-18T21:37:00.004+08:00

There is no such thing as pure pleasure; some anxiety always goes with it.

Chapter One hundred and seventy-three.

2009-11-16T21:50:00.005+08:00

I love my girls.

Celebrated Rozz birthday last Saturday with only some of gfs and bfs. Luckily it went well. We asked Rozz's mum for her help and she's even willing to help us. Thank you ! There were only eleven of us, the closest ones. As what we planned, we managed to throw Rozz inside the pool with her eyes blindfold-ed. Lucky she can swin because all of them threw her at 2.1 metre deep area ! I was a lil panic when I saw her gasping for air. I thought something might happen to her, but luckily there isn't. Get changed, the total of 7 of us swam there. Had so much fun and laughter. But too bad, there's not much picture taken as Niz camera got no more battery. After we got changed, accompanied Rozz to Town since she wanna get something. Slack there and etc. The most funny thing is that the rest kept on disturbing Niz. Hahahahaahaha ! That was reaaaaally funny I tell you. It happened alot of time and Niz still act stupid. And all thanks to me that two to three of my friends are stuck with Ring Ding Dong. Hehh(:

Rozz, hope you like it although we might hurt you in anyway. I love you very much ! :D

Reached home at around 11 and waited for my cousins call to watch 2012. Ended up, we watched 2.35 am show at Cathay. I loveee the story. It made me cried ! At first I thought it was somehow boring at the very first part of the show. But the 157 minutes show was worthwhile. A must watch movie I tell you. Rating, 4.5/5 for me. The effects of all the natural disaster was reaaaally good. And as per usual, Cathay produced goooooood sound effects ! Reached home nearly at 6 in the morning. I tried to open the door as quiet as possible but too bad, dad was already getting ready for work. He was rather shocked when he saw me only to get home at 6 in the morning. Luckily mum who was preparing for breakfast had explained everything to him. Dad thought that I was out the whole night and only came home at that hour. Hehh.

The next day, mum asked me along to follow her to Masjid Abdul Aleem Siddique to attend kenduri. I tell you ah, the mosque was reaaaaally unique, I swear ! It looked like a terrace house and what's more, the inner part of the mosque was reaaaaaally niceeee ! I just don't know how to put it in words but I like the interior design aloooooot ! It was air-con too. *waaaaah*
And also,it was my first time seeing Kak Renny wearing tudung. Hahaahhaa. Seleke nak mampos, but cute. I heard that she lose 8 kg ! waaaaaah ! Sooooo good ah.

In school just now, I heard the Singapore Idol top 5 were in school. Hehh. Too bad, I didn't watch them as I was having sociology tutorial. Kecoh nak mampos tadi aku dekat sekolah. Hahahahahahaha !(:

Well, I've updated it. Sweet dreams !
Hugs and kisses people !
:D

Chapter One hundred and seventy-two.

2009-11-14T10:00:00.004+08:00

*old picture*

I would want to wish the girl in grey, Siti NurNazira a HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY to you my dear ! I'm really sorry. I really didn't know your birthday falls on that day. Totally forget ! In the end, on the day itself after I heard about the news, I told the whole class to sing a birthday song for her. Hahahahahahah ! Two times hor. May you stay pretty always. You're reeeeeeaaaaaally pretty you know ! She's a very hardworking girl too. Heheheehee((:

Gettin ready for later. Meeting Rozz. Hehehehe. You know I know for what eh. Hope she likes it. Brother is not at home again, now went for Sabah trip with the school. His girlfriend is with her. That's why he was really looking forward for it. Hehh. Mother told me that she finds it difficult to let go one of us when we go on a trip or something. This is because, the house will lack of one person and she doesn't like it. Oh, Alhamdulillah to Kak Raudha. It's like finally she have gotten a stable job for herself as a bank teller. How lucky it was for her when she was told that she will get at the Whitesands outlet. Dekat nak mampos sia. hahahaa.

There will be upcoming test in the next one and a half week. Haiyo. I myself still in the enjoying life mood you know. Bio and Nursing lab theory test and I've yet to start revising. Maybe for Nursing lab will be a little easier for me but not bio. My lecture for bio is now at the topic on nervous system of sight, hearing, touching and etc.

I gotta watch you're beautiful soon. Haziqah switched on her laptop and watch the drama in the lecture theatre. I was actually concentrating on my lecturer but as Ziqah was laughing and it was kind of disturbing, I was being so kepo to see what she's up to. Ended up, I also watch the drama. Hahahahaahahaha ! But I need to watch from the first part so I will understand better. Not now Fatin. You got alot of things to catch up.

I will continue more soon. I gotta get ready now.

P/S:
*Cheersboy*
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

Chapter One hundred and seventy-one.

2009-11-10T22:56:00.007+08:00

We have forgones a hell lot of obstacles together but I'm glad it still stay as strong as ever. As what I've told you at FB while we're chatting, it was all true. And I'm glad, for the six years of friendship and cousins with each other were the best time ever. I still remember how you came up to me crying with full of happiness for being one of the top students in school. I still remember the time you cried on my shoulder when other people talked bad about you. I remembered when both of us cried when we fought with our own girls. Do you remember those times Rozz? I believe you have. We do make up together for our grad night with Faj, we always argue with each other about you hating malay songs while I like it very much and also how you really help me out for O levels for my maths. And one more thing, I will try to get as far away from you when you tried to kiss me. HAHAHAHAHA ! I still remember all that you know ! And no matter what, I will treasure you and thank you for being such a wonderful girlfriend. I'm glad it still last till now, and hope, for eternity too.

And a Happy 18th Birthday to you ! May all your wishes come true. With whoever your partner will be, I will always be a very supportive friend. But not to that mat saleh guy okay? Hahahahahahaa ! But Aidil will be the best choice, hehh =.="

I'm sorry your birthday was not as planned as what you want since all of us were busy with school and etc. There's still alot for us to catch up with each other and I'm really hoping to meet you soon ! I'm missing you pretty badly already. Hahahaha. You gotta stay strong and always be happy please? And, and stay hot and gorgeous always !((:

Driving license soon ! If you've gotten it, bring me around the whole Singapore hor, don't forget ah. Last but not least, I love you, Iloveyou, Iloveyou and Iloveyou alooooooooooot !

Chapter One hundred and seventy.

2009-11-09T00:22:00.005+08:00

First and foremost, I shall apologized to Kak Yana for taking her pictures without telling her first. Sorry ! But I just wanna show off all my beautiful, handsome and cute nieces and nephews ! They are just supeeeeer adorable !((:

Of course, my most favourite and closest niece; Irsya Elyna((:
Aqil Naqib !
This is cute ! He was actually smiling in front of the camera when we told him to smile ! I'm not kidding. Akhmal Khushairi ! (I don't know whether I spell it correctly or not)

Hahahahaha. This one also cute. When we ask him to sing, he will sing with full of emotions !
"Ingatkah engkau kepada..angin yang berhembus mesra.. yang kan membelaimu, cinta."
Try singing it with full of emotions, then you will imagine how he really sings !
Azfir !

"Abang" Zafif and Yani((:

So cute !

More pictures will come. Stay tuned !
((:

Chapter One hundred and sixty-nine.

2009-11-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

Enjoy !
Okay, okay.
Sweet Dreams !((:

Chapter One hundred and sixty-eight.

2009-11-06T22:20:00.005+08:00

*My funny group members*

I don't know why. But nowadays, I get easily pisssed off and moody. Maybe due to my hormone changes or PMS. From a point where it started of, early in the morning with a smile and laughing out loud, I will end up with a very sour face at the end of the lesson, or vice versa. I'm just so sorry to those who may concerns. Maybe I vent my anger to the wrong person. Life was just fcuked up for the last how many days. People don't understand, and I also don't understand with myself either. I'm trying my best to cool myself down.

Sent my brother off just now. Rushed to take a cab after school and Alhamdulillah, I managed to meet him before he flew off. Mum my crying while sending him off. Hehh. Mana taknya, anak kesayangan dia yang pergi. Hahahahaa. Dad was trying to calm ibu and hug ibu. That was really sweet((:

While I was watching my chinese drama earlier on, ibu told my little brother and I that he missed brother already. All these while when brother go to school early in the morning and will only be home at 10 or 11, she didn't even say anything. See, very sensitive y'know ! I wonder how my mum will react when I will be going for my honeymoon with my husband wannabe next time. Hahahahahahahaha ! I will also cry when I saw her cry, really ! As my brother went with one of my uncle and aunt from my mum side, my uncle had actually promised me and Kak Raudha that one day, he will bring us to somewhere far as he had bring most of my cousins before, except for me and Kak Raudha and my brother with Kak Raudha's brother. He planned for it already. Kak Raudha and myself are very excited. Shall not reveal it here. Later if never go, I'm the one who will get embarrassed. Hehh. And before he went in, he again reminded Kak Raudha that he will bring us there for sure. Now you tell me who will not get excited? Of course I am man !

Earlier in school, they announced the people who get in the list of students who will be in the director's list. I think my class has the most number of people, I think. But overall, it was more of the chinese and international students who have gotten in the director's list. And I'm glad that Atikah and Kak Aishah were two of the top students. Congrats ! I remembered kak Aishah once told me that she wanted it really badly. Director list is where students who did well for their semestrial exams are being recognised. It shows that they are one the top students in the school. Haiya, I don't know how to say it in detailed. Faham-faham sendiri. And not to forget, the school is bringing students to UK you know !

I was planning to buy an Ipod touch for myself. But I must wait for the next one or two months to save first. Ya, I want it pretty badly just like how Atikah wants it. But it cost over 400 bucks. Seeing people aboard the bus or MRT with the Ipod touch in their hand watching movies and laughing to themselves make me jealous. I wanna own it one too ! Soon Fatin, soon. You gotta save and save and save !

I'm currently addicted to this one chinese song, where it was played at the very end of the chinese drama. The 9 o'clock drama. Mind anyone or I mean the chinese people who watch the drama tell me the song title pleaaaaase? I pretty badly wanna know the title. But I really don't know. I'm not sure why I'm now turning to an international girl. I listened to chinese, english, korean, malay and etc. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! It sounds crazy, I know.

Okay lah. I'm going jogging tomorrow in the morning to burn my fats. It's just opposite my block. Hope I will be able to do it. Jiayou Fatin Baby ! Candy dreams people.

Before that, my Kim Heechul is super hot. I'm not kidding(((:

Bye !

Chapter One hundred and sixty-seven.

2009-11-04T20:30:00.003+08:00

Can't get over this song((:

Chapter One hundred and sixty-six.

2009-11-03T20:01:00.004+08:00

I know, people say I looked like one freak crazy girl when I bought that Shine albu. Hahahaha. I was literally buying it for just the enormous and huge poster. Hehh.But really, no regrets. I loveeeee Shinee. They are like super gorgeous people you know ! Hehh. The songs are also super nice.

Feeling rather lethargic just now. I kept on dozing off during bio lecture and ended up I don't listen to what the lecturer was talking. Head was really in a real pain. But till the end of school, I was so fresh that I kept on disturbing the lecture during my nursing lab. Hehhh. I love my nursing lab lecturer. She's soooooo cute you know ! Very funny and just so cute. Now, there's already five ICAs to be done and present. I'm just so grateful that I have Kak Aishah and the rest in the group, for without them, I really don't know how to manage the whole projects well. Thank you so much guys, really((:

I was so eager to blog while on my way home just now. But while I'm here sitting and typing, I really didn't know what to write. Haiya. To Kak Raudha, I hope she got her job soon. If the pay is a lot, remember ah, treat me okay? Heheheheehehe(:

Oh yah ! My niece was hospitilized due to Fits. Yea, hope she's alright. I pitied her mum. Today was actually her first day of work but because of her daughter current condition, she need to extend it again. Let's hope everything's gonna be alright, Amin.

Anyway, thank you very much to my dearest Tikah for the card. That was reaaaaaaaaaally super sweeet of you ! Thank you for being such a very nice friend. May it all last forever okay? Ily, ily, ily, ily !((:

Very well, I'm rushing for my homework now. Gotta rush. Sweet dreams people. Iloveyou !

Chapter One hundred and sixty-six.

2009-10-31T20:29:00.006+08:00

I swear just now was fun but a very tiring day indeed. Supposingly, there's more to come but ended up, only these were the one that came down. I ride a double bicycle with Haziqah. Hahahaha. I swear it was cute. Haziqah didn't know how to ride a bike and therefore, I was so curious how it feels so I decided to do it woth her. At first, I tell you ah, it was damn difficult ! At last, we managed to pull through. But it wasn't as easy as what other people think kan Ziqah? Hehh. Got home, I quickly got bathed and sleep. Hahahahaa, was telling myself to do the homework for Health Assessment but too tired already. At night, Kak Raudha called and asked to follow airport since my dearest niece wanted to go there. Got home nearly at one.

I swear Kak Yana's phone is better than mine, as in the colour. She got white ! And I swear I didn't know there's gonna be white ! Hahahahaahaa. Ended up, the four closest cousin, together with my cousin who's gonna get married soon have the same phone. Hehh((:

Irsya baby was cute. Yesterday Kak Raudha told me that she called Irsya a makcik kepo. She heard and start to say, "Isya makcik keepo, Adha nenek popok, Atin nenek shiipput, Mama nenek popok jugak."

Hahahahahhaa ! I swear I burst out laughing, She's really cute. Now, she talks alot you know !
Turning 3 this December.

Brother's turn to go Jakarta next. Hahahhaahahah ! He's going many places you know. After that, the school gonna bring him to Sabah because he got top 10 for mother tongue. See, lastime there's not suc thing for a trip when you got top 10 for malay. Hahahaha. As what I've always said, I will ask him to bring home something for me. He's not as petty as my youngest brother. Heheheehehe.

To Shah, as what I've wished you through the phone, a very WONDERFUL 19th BIRTHDAY to you dearest ! May all your wishes come true yea? Err, I still can't imagine you married at onlt the age of 30. Wouldn't it better to get married like 26 or even latest 28 ke? Hahahaahaha. Stay handsome and cool always yea? Thanks for being such a wonderful friend. I still remeber all the times when we sit together while we're in class last time. I got scolded, or we got scolded together. Hahahahaha ! That was best time ever. Okay lah, Happy Birthday Isk !

Okay, gonna continue doing my homework before I go out today. Bye, Bye !

Chapter One hundred and sixty-five.

2009-10-30T23:14:00.009+08:00

It has always been my choice to join Nursing in NYP. I find nursing as one of the decent job where it requires a lot of courage to go through all the washing of patients' buttock and etc. But at the same time, it makes me a very better person in always believing that I have to help others when they need my help, especially in times where they cannot walk or move around independently. When I first step in, I thought it was all about studying biology and how to do nursing job like how most of the nurses do when they are in the wards, but I was wrong. There were actually more to learn, starting from the most basic things to something that need you to use like critical thinking; where a situation that happens suddenly and you have to think of something to settle it as fast as possible. Some of the subjects that you will be studying apart from Biology are Safety in Healthcare, Family and Community ; where you will learn more about the community and staffs. I like Psychology and I'm sure you will like it too cos Psyhology is fun. But the difficult part is that they have alot of therioes that you have to memorise and stuffs like that. Nursing labaratory where you will know and practice what to do in the ward when you work later on. There are more and I'm sure you will be interested in it just like I am ! Not only that, there's more project to come some time later after a few weeks in school. Working hand in hand, together with your sub-group mates are one of the difficult problem to deal with. That is where you have to choose wisely, which friends in your class that you can really work with and depend on. I'm glad my group for first semester was alright. They have been such a great help, especially my leader, she's a very knowledgable person.

Apart from that, there's attachment at the end of the first semester after exams ended. Six weeks of holiday will be divided into two, 3 weeks of holidays and another 3 weeks of attachments. That is where you will gain experience most. I admit it is really tiring, especially it was your first time working 8 hours without sitting inside the ward ! Yes, it was really TIRING. Although it seems really tough, that is where you meet different patients of yours; some are very kind and really open-minded. There are also some of them who will just kept blaming you when things happen accidently. That is the period where you will get to see the real world of working life in the hospital ! What's more, there's no such thing of giving up when you have taken sponsorship with the hospital itself. Hehh((:

Being a nurse is not as easy as what you think, it really needs alot of encouragement. Like one of my friend's example, due to lack of encouragement, he actually lost focused and wanting to quit at only the beginning of the first year. But he's lucky because he get on track. It's all depend on yourself. If you have interest in it, then join. If not, better don't join or you will regret halfway through semester one, just like my friend.

In conclusion, I really think my school is way better than what I've expected. It's easy for you to make friends with people there, because there are over 30 groups/classes. That is where the classes will be divided into four different groups for lecture. So, that's all I can elaborate. To anonymous, all the best to you for O Levels ! I'm sure you can do well and get what you really want((:

I swear yesterday I was the most happiest girl on earth. I'm not kidding. I met Haizad Imran in school ! Omg, what can I say. It was like love at first sight ! To the extend that I anyhow switch off AtikahLove's laptop when there was no battery inside. Hahahahahah ! I'm really sorry Tikah. Too excited. Hahahahaha ! Nie pun salah Raudah jugak, buat kelakar tak habis-habis sampai aku jadi gila. Hehh -.-"

I'm not kidding, when I saw him, I was already telling Tikah, Raudah and Haziqah that he was there. Omg ! I cannot believe my eyes ! He was even good looking in person ! Walao, I sounded like one paranoid girl sia. Hahaahahahaha ! Oh yah ! To anonymous, it will be good if you school at NYP, you can see Haizad Imran. hahahahaahaah, kidding only.

Well, second weeks of school and I'm getting even slacker. My group was rushing for last minute homework. See ! what a bad leader I am, I admit. It was my first, so give me chance yea. Hehh. I'm getting to love my classmates. There's nothing more for me to say here. It's all been the same all along in school. Next week tutorial and lab session for bio will be e-learning. Yessssss ! hahahahaha.

Sweet dreams people. Packing my bag for tomorrow. I will upload more pictures soon yea. Now no picture. All with ShaqilaLove.
xoxo((: